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Random MSN Gibberings LXIX: Open your mouth, here's your money

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low mood/depression = go on a few weekends drug binge then stop and be all sensible for a few weeks and feel a bit better then back to low mood and feel like escaping but I am currently resisting.Anywhere but here feeling grrrrr Im even going to fly a few thousand miles on a plane at the weekend on holidays and that doesnt feel far enough away...Its an ever repeating pattern
I have this cheesy tune from my youth on repeat in my brain which weirdly is called take me away...I dont know where I want to be taken too though :(

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iejwuaQauIc
 
brimz said:
i have already been told by 2 different key workers that i have more knowledge and compassion than the peoplr that are training the volunteers atm.
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+1

And more compassion and knowledge than certain EADD mods. ;)

It's never too late, and don't let shit grind you down or discourage you. You'd be great in that field.
 
ya it was...Probably why its in my head thinking of sometime different than now that is more pleasurable.. On another note anyone ever been to south east majorca? random question I know.
 
I look like shit! Been on a bit of an mxe binge and I haven't slept for a while, getting some benzos soon so sleep will come eventually, need some rest but I might as well finish my stash now!
 
SamhainGrim said:
+1

And more compassion and knowledge than certain EADD mods. ;)

It's never too late, and don't let shit grind you down or discourage you. You'd be great in that field.
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+1 to that +1... I've worked in the field in one way or another for many years myself and from what you post on here you definitely seem to have what it takes...
 
brimz said:
Chinup your post made me feel better . for about a second
But made me think how fuked up this really is , you obviously have invested a hell of alot to get where you are.

Me i'm not daft whatever folk might think , but i don't stand a chance , the only thing i can envisage getting paid for is work in the drug field .
i have already been told by 2 different key workers that i have more knowledge and compassion than the peoplr that are training the volunteers atm.
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Brimz

My new key worker is 22 never even smoked let alone taken any drugs, and is just completely out her depth. I actully feel sorry for the poor girl. She can't relate or compare with Anything I say , and all her talk is straight out the text book.
This leaves me not wanting to open up and talk about anything, it's not her fault but it's a fucking joke. I'm goin to insist on a chop round.
 
Brimz, you'd be an excellent drugs worker! If you ever did fancy doing anything like that you could always have a go volunteering, like Dave was going to..

Had an email from Bristol Drugs Project this morning, they can't believe we've raised over £1000! Got an appointment to go and see them when I make it back to Bristol in a few weeks so they can tell me how they money will be spent :)

Going back's going to be horrendous, but I have good friends there who will be with me a lot of the time (DS and his mrs, thank you guys <3, and you too Brimz ) and friends coming to visit (Wibz <3 and Dave's best mate from Newcastle) so hopefully all that will get me through..

Evening EADD, hope you are all okay today <3

(Blimey, what a lot of <3s in that post, PLUR-central...)

(ps to anyone who has pm'd me - sorry if i take a while to reply, on a real go-slow at the moment and don't always have the concentration to sit and type a message)
 
Hey, no reply expected here. Just happy you've dropped by. That's enough. :)

And be good to yourself, you. Okay? <3
 
SamhainGrim said:
Is that a verbatim quote from me (and Jim) t'other night? ;)
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Nahhhhh I'm just being silly :) You cunt :P =D (I jest ^_^ )
effie said:
Had an email from Bristol Drugs Project this morning, they can't believe we've raised over £1000! Got an appointment to go and see them when I make it back to Bristol in a few weeks so they can tell me how they money will be spent :)

Going back's going to be horrendous, but I have good friends there who will be with me a lot of the time (DS and his mrs, thank you guys <3, and you too Brimz ) and friends coming to visit (Wibz <3 and Dave's best mate from Newcastle) so hopefully all that will get me through..

Evening EADD, hope you are all okay today <3

(Blimey, what a lot of <3s in that post, PLUR-central...)

(ps to anyone who has pm'd me - sorry if i take a while to reply, on a real go-slow at the moment and don't always have the concentration to sit and type a message)
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Yea it really is amazing at the amount raised :) It's wonderful.
And you can never have enough <3's .... So <3<3<3<3<3<3

It's good that you know you've great people there for you when you go back to Brizzle, and you have everyone here too hun.

And yes, I agree with Sam 100% - It's just good to have you post every now and again **Gives a cuggle**
 
effie said:
Brimz, you'd be an excellent drugs worker! If you ever did fancy doing anything like that you could always have a go volunteering, like Dave was going to..

Had an email from Bristol Drugs Project this morning, they can't believe we've raised over £1000! Got an appointment to go and see them when I make it back to Bristol in a few weeks so they can tell me how they money will be spent :)

Going back's going to be horrendous, but I have good friends there who will be with me a lot of the time (DS and his mrs, thank you guys <3, and you too Brimz ) and friends coming to visit (Wibz <3 and Dave's best mate from Newcastle) so hopefully all that will get me through..

Evening EADD, hope you are all okay today <3

(Blimey, what a lot of <3s in that post, PLUR-central...)

(ps to anyone who has pm'd me - sorry if i take a while to reply, on a real go-slow at the moment and don't always have the concentration to sit and type a message)
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Whoa! thats brilliant news! Well at least you will have your mates to see and catch up with :) eadd has missed ya! and i may aswell join in with the whole plur vibe :P <3
 
Haha thanks guys.. I am trying to be good to myself, Sam.. managed to start eating again, which helps. Been pretty rage-filled the past few days, but trying not to turn it inwards. Did have a plate-smashing incident the other night, hah, but apart from that I'm mostly sitting about in bed sleeping/reading/internet-ing. I'm so exhausted, all I want to do is rest at the moment.

Sometimes coming here is too painful, when I'm having a bad day, but things always seem to ease up slightly in the evenings so I thought I'd pop by and say hello :)
 
lovely to see you effie.

the fundraising is amazing, and its really cool they're gonna keep up with you about how the moneys being spent, it proves dave's continuing to be a really positive influence on the world.

i don't usually go in for these, but <3
 
effie said:
Haha thanks guys.. I am trying to be good to myself, Sam.. managed to start eating again, which helps.
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Which you'd better bloody well keep up, young lady. Otherwise I'll get your address from Wibz, turn up at your door with a bottle of Jim in each hand and a big bag of food and make you listen to bad eighties rock music until you crack. ;)

Other than that, yeah I can only imagine rather than identify how painful it might be to come here sometimes, but just... y'know... <3
 
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