Random MSN Gibberings LXII: Sounds like angina / Slow-motion Tamagotchi

[breakcorefiend]

I've been alright thanks BCF! Just getting on with things, trying to stay sober and failing from time to time.

It was nice to get a break but this place gets under your skin after a bit. All my real-life friends and acquaintances have stopped listening to my drunken rants so it was difficult to find another outlet but I got there. Good to catch up with people though. Did you miss BL yourself?

unfortunately yes, lol, i was one of the refresh crew on saturday waiting for the fucking upgrades to be done lol, yeah ive been pretty good recently only indulging in a lil bit of k on the weekend and not even touching booze, smoked ALOT of hash though and my lungs are paying for it, but yeah the break was good lol, other then checking back to see harry connick jr's smug mug lol, and yeah i get ya on the reallife ppl not wanting to hear what 'us lot' have to say, had a lecture from a mate the other week about my usage, when in reality theyre just the same but they dont talk bout it, so im branded the druggy.. :/

 

[Mr Smokes Blunts.]

I just read the maximum sentence Andres Brevik could get for his escapade is 30 years for crimes against humanity or 21 years for terrorism! He'll be out just in time to claim his awesome Norweigan pension...

 

[Myshkin]

Yeah, one of my oldest mates had a go at me because I was tripping a few weeks back. I'd stopped drinking but that wasn't enough for him; he gave me a lecture on my need to 'escape reality'. Funny thing is that before I told him he had no idea I was tripping. I'd even been into the chippy with him five minutes earlier and bought some chips. The chippy is about as real as it gets. No escaping reality in the Battered Cod, I tell thee.


A week earlier he'd been in touch to ask what he could do about getting coke residue out of his nose before having swabs taken prior to an operation. That was fine though; it was him and it was coke, see?

People...

 

[breakcorefiend]

Yeah, one of my oldest mates had a go at me because I was tripping a few weeks back. I'd stopped drinking but that wasn't enough for him; he gave me a lecture on my need to 'escape reality'. Funny thing is that before I told him he had no idea I was tripping. I'd even been into the chippy with him five minutes earlier and bought some chips. The chippy is about as real as it gets. No escaping reality in the Battered Cod, I tell thee.


A week earlier he'd been in touch to ask what he could do about getting coke residue out of his nose before having swabs taken prior to an operation. That was fine though; it was him and it was coke, see?

People...

urgh it really fucks me off this whole double standards thing..cokeheads think its in the same league as drink i swear, lol about the chippy, that sounds as real as tescos on 5 avatars lol, only thing i could face was beer lol

 

[rockstar 69]

In a way coke is seen as more socially acceptable. Mainly because more people do it and it is glorified by the film industry and celebrity use. It's a tricky one, high quality I love the stuff definately one of my favorite highs.

Low quality it's sold by breeds aimed at the younger generation. Usually full of fiendish and carcinogenic crap.

Either way though it's as deadly if not more so than the next drug. Tripping is more mentally dangerous but cocaine even when it's the expensive gear is definately bad for your heart and alot of people who use it heavily have ego issues I find. Midweek anxiety often goes hand in hand too.

The whole Amy Winehouse death has shown me what idiots are out there. People who smoke 20 a day and drink every weekend yet shout on their facebook how she deserved to die because she was a junkie..

 

[Myshkin]

Ego issues were always a factor in my coke abuse. Unfortunately they didn't go away when I gave it up...

 

[Munroe]

In my experience coke has always attracted the big egos rather than inflated them

 

[Mr Smokes Blunts.]

Ego issues were always a factor in my coke abuse. Unfortunately they didn't go away when I gave it up...

I've never actually tried ching... what do you mean by ego issues? Too much ego or too little? Because the people I see who use it are generally bellend narcissists in the first place, and it seems to exacerbate it. That's why I won't try it, i'm already as arrogant as most coke heads already.

 

[breakcorefiend]

Ego issues were always a factor in my coke abuse. Unfortunately they didn't go away when I gave it up...

lol i dont think i have a big ego, i did when i could get my grubby mitts on coke that had passed one pair of hands since it landed in the country, but that was years ago and many thousands ago :/ i found acid and dmt helped me suffer ego death and was reborn a nicer more empathetic person..dont get me wrong, i still have the negative coke side, temper flies when the smallest thing goes wrong and the incessant planning of every event in my life (which drives my gf mad :/) like in the morning before work i will look at my jar of weed and if i need more i would text my dealer so when he wakes he can read it, but my gf deems that as weird whereas i deem it as planning ahead to avoid running out.. people eh..

 

[Myshkin]

Too much ego was my problem. Though there was definitely a firm foundation of narcissism to build on in the first place.

Eventually psychosis, debt and broken friendships snapped me out of it but by then my early twenties had run off with the milkman.

 

[breakcorefiend]

I've never actually tried ching... what do you mean by ego issues? Too much ego or too little? Because the people I see who use it are generally bellend narcissists in the first place, and it seems to exacerbate it. That's why I won't try it, i'm already as arrogant as most coke heads already.

lol, mate if you can get yer hands on GOOD coke you would fucking love it, i did lol, but yeah the people it brings with it arent worth the hassle, i met some right shady cunts when i was in my coke phase, then when i moved onto k as a cheaper more wonky alternative, all the people were nice hippies lol
but even still, the coke that gets passed off at 100 a g these days is nothing on the 'dynamite' my dealer used to sell.. not sure if he is dead now :/ he was a mates dad many moons ago, was pushing 50/60 then bout 6 yrs ago and was fully into his rock smoking so god knows..

 

[breakcorefiend]

Too much ego was my problem. Though there was definitely a firm foundation of narcissism to build on in the first place. Eventually psychosis, debt and broken frienships snapped me out of it but by then my early twenties had run off with the milkman.

Savage man, i am not a hugely confident person so i am as far from narcissistic as ya can get, i dont care what i look like (to a degree lol) but yeah coke fucked up my family life proper, only now i realise the shit i put my mum n dad n bro through on a daily basis, be it sneaking out at 4am to meet my dealer or passed out with a mirror next to me with a g racked up on it etc etc, bad bad bad, but im still in my early 20's will be middle-twenty-aged in nov lol so hopefully i can clean my act up till im 28 lol

 

[Mr Smokes Blunts.]

Too much ego was my problem. Though there was definitely a firm foundation of narcissism to build on in the first place.

Eventually psychosis, debt and broken friendships snapped me out of it but by then my early twenties had run off with the milkman.

I'd better stear well clear of that then! I always knew i'd love it too much. Seems a bit of a shame because i'm hoping to move to Margarita Island for a few years next year... $2-4 per gram of pure.

 

[Mr Smokes Blunts.]

lol, mate if you can get yer hands on GOOD coke you would fucking love it, i did lol, but yeah the people it brings with it arent worth the hassle, i met some right shady cunts when i was in my coke phase, then when i moved onto k as a cheaper more wonky alternative, all the people were nice hippies lol
but even still, the coke that gets passed off at 100 a g these days is nothing on the 'dynamite' my dealer used to sell.. not sure if he is dead now :/ he was a mates dad many moons ago, was pushing 50/60 then bout 6 yrs ago and was fully into his rock smoking so god knows..

I can get good coke, and lovin it is precisely what i'm afraid of. There are 2 types of people with regards to coke; people who can handle coke, and people who can't, and my guess is that i'm in the second camp.. I love everything about racking and sniffin, that is the most seductive part of it.

 

[Myshkin]

I used to love sniffing too. I've been more or less put off it for life through my coke-dickhead days though. My nose started to run constantly and was always red. The skin would get really dry and tender, so I always carried a small tin of Vaseline around.

Now I still carry the Vaseline but the nose is just fine.

 

[Mr Smokes Blunts.]

I used to love sniffing too. I've been more or less put off it for life through my coke-dickhead days though. My nose started to run constantly and was always red. The skin would get really dry and tender, so I always carried a small tin of Vaseline around.

Now I still carry the Vaseline but the nose is just fine.

Fencamfamine almost broke my for sniffin... that shit burns like snorting bleach mixed with TCP.

I prefer Carmex :D.

 

[debaser]

Now I still carry the Vaseline but the nose is just fine.

Lol.

 

[Acidtek]

Coke always turned me into a arrogant prick, which is weird because I'm normally a shy reserved person, that's why I didn't like it, my coke phase was like jekkl and Hyde

 

[Mr Smokes Blunts.]

Coke always turned me into a arrogant prick, which is weird because I'm normally a shy reserved person, that's why I didn't like it, my coke phase was like jekkl and Hyde

I honestly can't begin to imagine how bad i'd be if I took coke and drank... 'Grandoise sense of self worth' barely seems able to quantify how highly I think of myself sober sometimes8(. To be fair i've calmed that shit right down over the last few years. It started as a way to get as many women as possible, because they love it even if they say they don't. Most people don't seem to understand that confidence is an act that becomes you once you've done it for long enough.

 

[Mugz]

The afterglow from MXE almost feels like being high on coke sometimes, the delusions of grandeur part, and feeling like the big bossman, it seems to come without acting like an arrogant prick though.