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Ack I'm seldom here these days too, but it's nice to touch base with you here :) Sorry to hear about the tummy, sounds dicky. You hear much from Shammy?

Kitty n' man n' boys n' world keepin a going - all much of a much and fine as could be. Thanks <3
 
No, haven't heard from him in some time. Was going to write him a letter but I've misplaced the address. I'm sure I could find it somewhere. Think I've got it on the PC somewhere. I'm terrible for not writing these things down.

S'okay about the tummy. If it keeps up I'm going to have to go to the doc again as there is something a bit more going on than just the theory diagnosis. Just happy to have a day of respite finally.
 
I have been pretty absent this weekend. I took 300mg of the camfetamine then was getting bored after 5 or 6 hours so I decided to take one of the 6-apb pellets, then a couple of hours later I took my second pellet, then stupidly after about another 6 hours I decided to snort and plug the remaining 200mg of camfetamine. Have been awake since saturday morning and after 40mg of diazepam and a beer I am still feeling quite stimulated but absolutely knackered. My pupils are also still massively dilated.

Gonna try and get some sleep now as work tomorrow at 8am, although I highly doubt that I will make it in after this silly (but enjoyable before the impending guilt and feelings of patheticness kick in tomorrow) session.

Surprised that it has kept me stimulated for so long with the pupil dilation too, hope I haven't done any permanent damage to myself. Also surprised at the resistance to benzos. Am a bit worried actually :\

The camfet goes on and on doesn't it! I only did about 150mg friday night but I was up til 10 in the morning after finishing dosing. If you go to bed i'm sure you'll nod off if you persist enough. If you're mind is racing (I know mine was) I find doing the thing where you choose a colour and try and think of everything that is that colour helps, or choose a letter and think of every word you can that begins with it.
 
Sorry to hear you're still up Mugz. Hope life is treating you well. Hope you get some sleep.


I'll be up at 7:30 if that helps you any.
 
Gonna put the laptop away now and take 2mg of xanax too to try and aid in the sleeping process.I am pretty certain that tomorrow I won't be fit for work :\ which will lead to me probably having a formal meeting to discuss my absences rather than the informal ones that usually happen.

feel terrible already that this is going to cost me another day of being seen as the unreliable one at work. :(
 
Let's see in the morning how you feel. Don't fret over the possibility of how you might feel tomorrow until it comes.


Get some good kip you.........
 
I haven't eaten anything since friday night, my whole body aches and then I will have the tiredness and mental aspects of the comedown too, I think it is safe to say that I will end up missing work tomorrow. Still not sleepy now, but will give it a go as I really need some.
 
No, haven't heard from him in some time. Was going to write him a letter but I've misplaced the address. I'm sure I could find it somewhere. Think I've got it on the PC somewhere. I'm terrible for not writing these things down.

S'okay about the tummy. If it keeps up I'm going to have to go to the doc again as there is something a bit more going on than just the theory diagnosis. Just happy to have a day of respite finally.

Will always hope the best for him. Know the address by memory btw :| You take care of the tummy and the rest of you ok <3 You do to much, extra tlc and niceness is needed :)

Currently enjoying my BL moment, not thinking of the next %)
 
Glad you're enjoying your BL moment.

Just checked where I though't be. It's not there. If you get the chance can you text/PM me his addy? I would appreciate it.

Would love some extra TLC and niceness. Nowt like being pampered.


Christ, my dog is absolutely glued to my side right now. I can't even move my elbow. She's really putting her body weight into it. Any harder and she's gonna end up shoved up my arse!
 
Would love some extra TLC and niceness. Nowt like being pampered.
You give yourself some extra tlc and I'll do the same, kick back and make allowances, be so called selfish and have the big slice of cake :) ok.

Christ, my dog is absolutely glued to my side right now. I can't even move my elbow. She's really putting her body weight into it. Any harder and she's gonna end up shoved up my arse!

Lol what a slob! we had to put a collar n' bell on the kitty he's been killing so much wildlife...got really fed up of half dead mice spazzing around the kitchen :( never know what to do in those circumstances? Do you take the half dead prey off the hunter and put it out of its miserly or let it endure a long played out death? :|

Take care honey <3
 
I grew up the the country side with a cat or two all my life. Best way is to put the poor thing out of it's misery. Nothing as nasty as stepping on half chewed prey. Or seeing it on the floor. The sad thing is they look so proud. They're sharing with you because they care about you. Never mind the fact that it makes a human queasy. EWWWW.


Anyway, night night honey. Hope you get a good kip and you have a fab week with little stress.

I think of you often, always hope you're smiling.
 
Morning EADD,

Today seems to have picked up where yesterday left off; that's to say beautifully sunny and almost oppressively warm. The major difference being that this time there was an alarm clock, a journey into town and the next eight hours of wage slavery to lok forward to. Oh well.

My friend was in a really positive mood on Saturday afternoon. Then we went for a coffee and had a smoke back at mine, whereupon I think I destroyed his positivity with truly sinister music. I proceeded to spend the late afternoon and evening tripping. Which was fun but almost overwhelming at times. Especially being presented with the 'creation and annihalation of the universe' and lots of needless Gnostic imagery. Over and over for three hours or so. The less said about my reaction to the glass of red grape juice the better...

Hope all is well. Enjoy the sun or find some solace in your tribulation. Enjoy Monday.
 
Do you take the half dead prey off the hunter and put it out of its miserly or let it endure a long played out death? :|

lol I used to kill them but there were so many it got tedious so now I just shut the door put my fingers in my ears & turn the TV/music up till its all over :)

Better still shut the cat flap so you can frisk them on entry for mutilated victims :)
 
morning all. it is beautiful here too. well the weather, not the place.

may be one of the ifrst chances since april to wear a summery dress. think i'll jump on it. got up raqther too late but boyfs away so evening was put aside for working anyway.
 
feel like death, too big a weekend n too many vallies yest, feels like my guts are trying to escape, not good, and its 31 degrees here too which makes everything soo much better :(

nuff moaning :(
 
Im moaning about the heat :p too humid for me i dont like it higher than the lower 20's, didnt sleep at all last night :(
 
feel like death, too big a weekend n too many vallies yest, feels like my guts are trying to escape, not good, and its 31 degrees here too which makes everything soo much better :(

nuff moaning :(

Where you on the trips this weekend? I find the best thing for after acid is just some good old weed, nice way to slip back into reality, but not entirely. Plus acid afterglow is always evident for the next few days afterwards when you smoke weed, it'll take away and shitty feelings too.
 
would be worth a try but am at work rotting away :(
its too hot, im poppin to the toilet every half hour and theres loadsa work to do,not good
 
Rather warm here, but I don't mind it/feel I should try and get used to it. Lunch on the common I feel.
 
Morning BL, as predicted I was too far gone to go to work this morning, was all weak and dizzy after having no food since friday night :\ Am trying to work my way through 3 pieces of chicked and 3 chicken wings that I didn't manage to finish on friday night, top of the mouth is killing me though. Might have to resort to eating cold beans straight out of the can to get some food in me.

Still haven't had a shower yet and I am a stinky sweaty mess so I after food I'm gonna have a nice cleansing shower.

Then I will watch wimbledon online for most of the day, Murray is on at 1pm.
 
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