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Dont you have a drug worker you can talk to ?

I know mates can get a bit shitty cos they get fed up hearing about it but if you have a really good mate just say i really need to let this out of me do you mind we have a talk about it
 
Yeah my drug workers not too bad, I think I just need to sort this out in my own head! Mabye I'm just being a bit of a bitch about it!
 
by talking you are sorting out your head mate cos if you bottle it all up its just going to make things worse

by talking your releasing all that stuff you have up in your head and you will feel better just by getting the things your thinking about out of you

i used to keep everything to my self mate and thought i should handle all my problems on my own but after i was in rehab and they showed me that talking about things were better i soon realized that it did indeed help alot
 
just downed some DHC cwe, had a few beers, hopefully will last me til tonight when i can finish my last 3 beers.

5 vals for emergeny.

I predict tuesday: a&e with DT's, bleh im heading over to the darkside :)
 
lol i have been concidering doing a CWE of my codydramol but i i think if i ever come to a point where i actually need them for WD's i would regret it big time
 
Managed to get out and walk the dog with my mum, had a little chat to her about how I was feeling, didn't help much but it was good to get out in the sun! what's everyone up to?
 
Listening to the stones, being peeved out of my tree and failing miserably to hold together an msn convo with a non druggy friend. Happy days.
 
Had a good day with the nephew although it was raining like fuck on and off. Then brought the dogs for a walk in the locals woods, which is their fav place
well, I guess this MDMA is not going to bosh itself ....
 
Choking to get out, get fed (chippy or chinese?) and get drinking! 30 minutes till my mate picks me up!
 
Evening, all :)

Feels like I've been away for months and this will probably only be a fairly brief stopover for now. Found out why I've been so utterly wiped out and sick as a dead dog these last few weeks - riddled with infections that got a tad out of hand. Only found out that it was time to wheel out the antibiotics t'other day when a rather enormous abcess in me wisdom tooth swelled up so much it started bulging through the hole in said tombstone of a tooth. It hurt. A lot. Aside from that first run-in with Serotonin Syndrome it's the only time I ever recall spending a whole night literally screaming in pain. Fun it wasn't. But did finally convince me that getting myself checked out may be a wise move. Antibiotics seem to be making some headway at last - thank fuck - but doubt I'll be feeling too great for a while yet. Well enough to deal with a post or two before crawling back into bed though hopefully :)

Also, huge apologies to the many folk waiting on PM replies. I know it's been weeks in some cases but really have not been up to owt of owt for quite some time now. Been ill. Did I mention I've been a tad off-colour of late? Possibly. Will delve into me Inbox and maybe even have a crack at a lil communication. Or maybe just go back to bed. Ack. You could fry eggs on my cheek tonight. I'm hoping the heat and swelling is coming from great steaming mounds of deaded Bad Bugs rotting away rather than pulsating piles of fresh bacterial bloomings. Surely they must have run outta bits to colonise by now... 8)

/whinge
 
some amazing rainbows outside here , never seen any so clear as what im looking at just now , 2 of them and they are like someone actually painted them in the sky .. beautiful
 
Not much to do here tonight, might just have an early one! Been asleep already but my mum woke me up for t, makes a change as it ls me who usually does the cooking round here! I would have probably just not bothered eating if she didn't cook though so it's a good job she did, what are people up to this evening?
 
im about ready to go to bed too mate .. im fucking gutted , was so looking forward to today but cos i got bugger all sleep last night i just feel like shit and want to sleep

i thought of taking more of my meth to see if it will help but i might end up wasting it for nothing

really think im going to get in bed soon and sleep =/
 
Shambles said:
Evening, all :)

Feels like I've been away for months and this will probably only be a fairly brief stopover for now. Found out why I've been so utterly wiped out and sick as a dead dog these last few weeks - riddled with infections that got a tad out of hand .... Aside from that first run-in with Serotonin Syndrome it's the only time I ever recall spending a whole night literally screaming in pain.
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I'm always on and off so never notice these things but ello!

I can sympathize with the infections. I got bad flu a month ago and since then have had two colds. Been fairly healthy apart from that recently - not great how they pile up sometimes.

And glad to hear your ok with the Serotonin Syndrome. I once went to hospital thinking I might have a mild case of it - by the time I got there I had a lot of trouble just trying to explain what I thought was wrong what with the confusion and agitation/restlessness. In the end the doctors just sat me on a bed for 3 hours and gave me water - never told me if it was SS but I'm sure it must have been a mild case.

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i miss just lying on the grass staring up at the clouds, i havnt done that in years !
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My favourite pastime whilst on aMT :)


A few sleepy folk here tonight! I'm just watching Serenity then off to bed.

Happy today wasn't as much as a write off as I thought. I actually managed to revise for 2 hours and do some tidying up despite lack of sleep... helped along by a small line of MPA :D
 
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Thanks, Chat :)

Still feel like toasted turd but definitely an improvement today. If somebody tried to tell me just how much infected wisdom teeth hurt after being left to fester for a few weeks I'd never have believed them. Fuckin' unreal levels of pain. When the swelling goes down enough for it to squeeze back through the jagged hole in me tooth I imagine it'll smart a tad too but it surely can't be as bad as t'other night. Eight solid hours of screaming and writhing made for quite the night in :|

In less moany news, got through a few PMs and should get through the rest tomorrow - further apologies to folks left hanging for so long with bonus apologetics for using the Gibberings thread to inform all y'all who have zero interest in my PM affairs of my PM affairs. PMing peeps individually to inform them I'll get back to them soon would be somewhat silly though so a good enough excuse for me.

Gonna crawl back into bed again now - when typing a handful of replies counts as major exercise and effort it's a sad state of affairs 8) - and treat meself to a good Guicin', methinks. Gawd bless the blessed alloy cleaner - can't drink any alcohol for at least a week so it's been quite the saviour. Was a bit concerned that geebee may have similar pukeyheadfuck qualities to alcohol when combined with those antibiotics that you really can't drink on but it appears not. Worthy of a woot or two that - woot! woot! =D
 
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