As I missed the shop, no beer for me tonight, not gonna drink the whisky either, just entered an $11 poker tournament with a prize pool of over $50K, been a long time since I had a good result in one of these, maybe tonight will be the night, need to make it really deep to get good money though. If I make the final table I should be in for at least $500, top 7 players will all get over $1,000. Will be hard to battle my way through the other 5,000 or so entrants though.
managed to get a bottle of wine for myself, plus a small bottle of whiskey to calm my shakes til the morning so i can go pick up some pregablin/lyrica from a friend (which is a godsend for booze wd's, motivation, anxiety, sleep).