not alot mate, prob just going to chill out and enjoy my pick up day
I dont really get out at all any more , i fell out with my mates cos when i stopped drinking they would never invite me anywhere but if i called them offering to take them out for a game of pool and i was paying they would be out in a flash but then i would hear about them going out all the time and i would never get an invite so i fucked them off and my other mates live in town so i have no way of getting there due to no money but im trying signing on again on monday so hopefully that will change
yeah man it went very very well. I managed to stay sober and not do anything stupid so that was a plus for me
I dont think she is into mind altering substances so I have to tread carefully
plenty of time to do stupid things dont worry about that.ye a good idea not to mention straight away that you do drugs-spend time on the internet talking to other druggies from all over the world.
you can tell her all that next week lol.
Have been unpacking all my stuff, trying to get it all into my small room. Have managed to get most of it stored, lots under the bed now and the wardrobe is full to the brim. Will try and have a proper sort out and tidy tomorrow.
Found a bag of dimethocaine in one of the boxes. Only had enough in it for two lines so just sniffed them both. Not really doing much, slight bit of stimulation. Is a shit drug realy but thought it might aswell go up my nose rather than in the bin as I don't have any other options tonight.
There was also a dropper bottle with some liquid in that tasted very much like propylene glycol so it must be the alprazolam that I had ages ago. Only about 5ml left in the bottle. Will probably use that for sleep tonight.
evening EADD. had a slightly longer than intended nap. so now in the process of slowly knocking myself out so i can get to bed at a reasonable time, got a train to catch tomo. luckily have some wine i didn't pay for + many benzos + a tiny bit of weed, which i have to use wisely.