DrGonzoLady
Greenlighter
after a childhodhood of trying to master the euphoria of instant gratification, i found that drugs were the fastest most effective way of escape. escaping is the key to my sanity. my feet bound to earth is the unjust punishment for having the desire to travel among the cosmos. substances bring me close enough to this place of unwavering bliss, among the secrets of exsistance and the universe. close enough to have the knowlege that i have a primal need to return again and again, until my fuel sorces are depleted. never using one substace as a vehicle to shangri la too much to avoid becomeing dependant on the substance vehicle until it breaks down. at that point it is not a plesure trip to the world of euphoria, it is a daily commute to a job you no longer enjoy and take no pleasure in doing.however i do digress, i also desire a safer ride to the lands of pleasure, but for now i will have to buckle in and enjoy the bittersweet ride to the only place that i feel truly alive.
