PP8M10M593
Greenlighter
- Joined
- May 3, 2014
- Messages
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So I finally joined...it's about time. Dilaudid (8mgX3), Oxy (10mgX3), Ativan (1mgX6), Ritalin (10mgX4) per day for the last 5 or 6 years. Of course there is that dark green crystal plant so many people salivate for...well, I like it to. I suffer from several very serious back problems (bulging disc/herniation, facet degeneration, lower lumbar arthritis) and I have also had chronic migraine since the age of 12. There is enough pain so that without the pain meds I'm almost immobile and in excruciating pain. I feel lucky that I have the medicine I have and I'm to nervous to tell my Neuro and Ortho docs that I need some stronger pain meds. I can go through 15 (8mg) dilaudids in a day and I am as sober and steady handed as a surgeon cutting open a heart. At this point the meds are just making it so I can do my job (12 hour shifts) without being in mind bending, helllish pain. I am in my early 30's and I really want to try some other things...I want to make some friends around here in the Raleigh/Durham/Chapel Hill area. I'm strongly considering some very risky things because I am so desperate to relieve my pain. I am reaching the point where I am thinking of doing almost anything to relieve it....I have not slept in 72 hours and I have to work a 12 hour shift today ya'll. PLEASE, someone respond, PM me so we can talk privately. I'm about 15 minutes away from downtown Raleigh.
I have to start heading to work. I really hope to hear from someone.
I have to start heading to work. I really hope to hear from someone.
