TheLostBoys
Bluelighter
It's hard for me to understand. I stopped dealing when violence became inevitable.
I always tried to exude the illusion of danger. I even bought guns, even one submachine gun, and went target shooting with customers and associates. It worked well for a few months. But eventually I got robbed, and when I looked into who robbed me, everything pointed to a kid that worked for me. And it wasn't just me who noticed. My reputation was at stake and the vultures were beginning to circle.
I just couldn't bring myself to shoot anyone, or hell even to severely beat anyone. But I couldn't continue dealing unless I took care of the kid. So I just stopped dealing.
Depending what neighborhood you live & deal in, depends on whether you need weapons.............I knew several big timers over the years from when I was in college to I was in my 30's & I never seen them carrying guns around or being threatened............
I guess it depends on what you're selling as well...............if you deal with laid back people & normal folks, then there is no reason for weapons...........also, the guys I knew werent corner dealers, everything was so low key, you would never have known. You can do a lot w/o weapons as long as you're using your brain & work with intelligent people & living in a neighborhood that doesnt attract attention to the neighbors. Key thing is, never do anything inside of your home, stupidest thing you could ever do.