This is very odd... Last time I went on 0,2g a day, every day for 2 months. I quit cold turkey and had the worst 5 days in my life followed by a week of apathy and tiredness. I couldn't function on my job like that so I took it up again.
Now I've been doing 0,1g - 0,3g every other day for a few months with a big intake of Magnesium Citrate daily. I barely notice the speed though... I don't fall asleep standing and I don't hate my work but that's that.. I yawn constantly, eat more than ever and have a solid sleeping pattern. Due to some extreme problems in real life I have had to use Sobril (Oxazepam) 5mg-15mg when going to sleep because of huge anxiety.
However, I have now been working and going on with my life for soon two weeks without using any speed at all... I've always had it with me in my bag but I just never felt like I had/wanted to use any...
I've not had a comedown or any withdrawal whatsoever... I've not been sleeping more, I've not had mood swings et cetera. I haven't used benso either...
Weirdly enough, I've been laughing alot and enjoying good jokes, something I haven't been able to do for YEARS (long before I started using speed)...
So I wonder... How come... Is the Magnesium Citrate really helping this much?
I thought that it would take weeks for even the slightest of dopamine to build up again and MONTHS to be able to "enjoy" things... Also, I am on SSRI which makes me even more curious as to how I can enjoy stuff since they basically shut me down emotionally since I started with them years back...
Optimally I would like this to continue and keep speed use to maybe once a month to get that "creativity" boost that made me write amazing songs and melodies...
What's up?
Now I've been doing 0,1g - 0,3g every other day for a few months with a big intake of Magnesium Citrate daily. I barely notice the speed though... I don't fall asleep standing and I don't hate my work but that's that.. I yawn constantly, eat more than ever and have a solid sleeping pattern. Due to some extreme problems in real life I have had to use Sobril (Oxazepam) 5mg-15mg when going to sleep because of huge anxiety.
However, I have now been working and going on with my life for soon two weeks without using any speed at all... I've always had it with me in my bag but I just never felt like I had/wanted to use any...
I've not had a comedown or any withdrawal whatsoever... I've not been sleeping more, I've not had mood swings et cetera. I haven't used benso either...
Weirdly enough, I've been laughing alot and enjoying good jokes, something I haven't been able to do for YEARS (long before I started using speed)...
So I wonder... How come... Is the Magnesium Citrate really helping this much?

I thought that it would take weeks for even the slightest of dopamine to build up again and MONTHS to be able to "enjoy" things... Also, I am on SSRI which makes me even more curious as to how I can enjoy stuff since they basically shut me down emotionally since I started with them years back...
Optimally I would like this to continue and keep speed use to maybe once a month to get that "creativity" boost that made me write amazing songs and melodies...
What's up?
