Desohigh
Bluelighter
- Joined
- May 9, 2013
- Messages
- 306
Hello!!
I'm using drugs since I'm 24, nearly 2.5 years. I tried much common drugs like LSD, Mdma, Mda, Cocaine, Ketamine, Mushrooms etc..
In my case, I didn't abuse it all. My fav drug was MDMA and loved it, still.. Sometimes I rolled two three weeks in a row but always spaced out my rolls.
I'm deeply involved in bodybuilding and fitness (not an AAS user) and it keeps me motivated a lot.
Anyway, last event a guy fainted beside me -no one actually cared, just a big ice thrown on his body. I'm really affected too much from this incident.
Drugs can kill you if you're not careful? Fuck yes.
I really quit every drug which seems like harmful (ketamine, cocaine - not tried much didn't like it - lsd etc..)
When I see people rolling or taking drugs in public, I feel uncomfortable because of the last incident.
Do you ever feel that until when will you continue using something? Because when you go abroad, there's always a problem to find something to party.
When you go to a holiday, always a problem. When you're doing nothing or going to a party in friends house...
Or when you're alone, always urges to do something illegal!
I occasionally used mdma every month (4week break) till April since begining of september (5 times!)
Now, I decided to quit everything except weed and mdma. I believe these 2 are harmless comparing to alcohol. Also can't guess the long term effects or rebound effects?
I sound like a newbie to drugs but sometimes I think that I don't belong to this shit community anymore.
I'm using drugs since I'm 24, nearly 2.5 years. I tried much common drugs like LSD, Mdma, Mda, Cocaine, Ketamine, Mushrooms etc..
In my case, I didn't abuse it all. My fav drug was MDMA and loved it, still.. Sometimes I rolled two three weeks in a row but always spaced out my rolls.
I'm deeply involved in bodybuilding and fitness (not an AAS user) and it keeps me motivated a lot.
Anyway, last event a guy fainted beside me -no one actually cared, just a big ice thrown on his body. I'm really affected too much from this incident.
Drugs can kill you if you're not careful? Fuck yes.
I really quit every drug which seems like harmful (ketamine, cocaine - not tried much didn't like it - lsd etc..)
When I see people rolling or taking drugs in public, I feel uncomfortable because of the last incident.
Do you ever feel that until when will you continue using something? Because when you go abroad, there's always a problem to find something to party.
When you go to a holiday, always a problem. When you're doing nothing or going to a party in friends house...
Or when you're alone, always urges to do something illegal!
I occasionally used mdma every month (4week break) till April since begining of september (5 times!)
Now, I decided to quit everything except weed and mdma. I believe these 2 are harmless comparing to alcohol. Also can't guess the long term effects or rebound effects?
I sound like a newbie to drugs but sometimes I think that I don't belong to this shit community anymore.