skipjames
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Hellos,
Basically I am idiot hence I have relapsed on oxys (60-80 mgs per day,for 1o days) two months ago I was doing 200 mgs per day just to feel...human So it still something, I guess.
I did some coke "to help me with the depression"during my oxy free days and as you can imagine I was a complete mess! So I ve said enough is enough and I am back on the kratom and loperadine, they have helped with physical withdrawal (that were moderate but still pretty rough ) but he main issues I have is the impossibility to sleep without pills (either zolpidem or xans), and the random crippling anxiety attacks I m having during the day . I have two 2mgs xanas left but I do not wanna take the benxo route, still anxiety is kicking hard, making it also impossible to get any work done.
I have a meeting with a psychiatrist next Monday but in the meanwhile i can get some 50 mgs quetiapine pills . Should I take them? Maybe half? Will it turn me into a sleeping zombie or it will help me going thru my daily businesses without collapsing?
Any help would be truly appreciated
Cheers
Basically I am idiot hence I have relapsed on oxys (60-80 mgs per day,for 1o days) two months ago I was doing 200 mgs per day just to feel...human So it still something, I guess.
I did some coke "to help me with the depression"during my oxy free days and as you can imagine I was a complete mess! So I ve said enough is enough and I am back on the kratom and loperadine, they have helped with physical withdrawal (that were moderate but still pretty rough ) but he main issues I have is the impossibility to sleep without pills (either zolpidem or xans), and the random crippling anxiety attacks I m having during the day . I have two 2mgs xanas left but I do not wanna take the benxo route, still anxiety is kicking hard, making it also impossible to get any work done.
I have a meeting with a psychiatrist next Monday but in the meanwhile i can get some 50 mgs quetiapine pills . Should I take them? Maybe half? Will it turn me into a sleeping zombie or it will help me going thru my daily businesses without collapsing?
Any help would be truly appreciated
Cheers