Hey guys!
As a few who have read my posts in the past year will know I am bipolar 1. I am currently taking 100mg Quetiapine at night (which really isn't too efficient for combating even slight hypomania, but I like the stuff). Last night I had a friend from Berlin over and she had never smoked DMT, despite having had some stashed away for 3 years. Anyway, she spontaneously decided today was the day for her. We bought a small pipe and went for it, bout 24h after my last quetiapine dosage.
As I so often do when I'm introducing people to dmt I hit the pipe after they've entered hyperspace. I hadn't smoked dmt more than twice in the past year, so I didn't hesitate when it called out to me. I only needed small amounts to come in contact with the hyperspace entities, so I loaded up what must've been around 30mg and hit it. Smoke went down smooth and within seconds I found myself experiencing a billion orgasms at once. I was immediately embraced by a wave of love and the ghosts seemed eager to welcome me back and once more seemed at urge to show me the full beauty of what lies beyond.
I surely did NOT expect this to work so well. I've smoked DMT around 50-100 times and didn't notice any inhibition of it's effects whatsoever, despite being on a neuroleptic. It was very fulfilling on an emotional level - Tears had covered my whole face while I was gone, it was pure beauty as always. I always come back puzzled as to why dmt's effects or even it's existence isn't common knowledge and why oh why this stuff is illegal. I'm convinced it's one of the most beautiful things this planet has to offer and have many times tried to convince professors of mine, my own parents and friends to take the step to the other side.
DMT!!
As a few who have read my posts in the past year will know I am bipolar 1. I am currently taking 100mg Quetiapine at night (which really isn't too efficient for combating even slight hypomania, but I like the stuff). Last night I had a friend from Berlin over and she had never smoked DMT, despite having had some stashed away for 3 years. Anyway, she spontaneously decided today was the day for her. We bought a small pipe and went for it, bout 24h after my last quetiapine dosage.
As I so often do when I'm introducing people to dmt I hit the pipe after they've entered hyperspace. I hadn't smoked dmt more than twice in the past year, so I didn't hesitate when it called out to me. I only needed small amounts to come in contact with the hyperspace entities, so I loaded up what must've been around 30mg and hit it. Smoke went down smooth and within seconds I found myself experiencing a billion orgasms at once. I was immediately embraced by a wave of love and the ghosts seemed eager to welcome me back and once more seemed at urge to show me the full beauty of what lies beyond.
I surely did NOT expect this to work so well. I've smoked DMT around 50-100 times and didn't notice any inhibition of it's effects whatsoever, despite being on a neuroleptic. It was very fulfilling on an emotional level - Tears had covered my whole face while I was gone, it was pure beauty as always. I always come back puzzled as to why dmt's effects or even it's existence isn't common knowledge and why oh why this stuff is illegal. I'm convinced it's one of the most beautiful things this planet has to offer and have many times tried to convince professors of mine, my own parents and friends to take the step to the other side.
DMT!!