I have been offered the chance to take a journey with a shaman. I'm 48 yrs old very experienced when it comes to these sort of things. Been tripping since the 80's in everything but dmt. I understand it can be very intense. Will I lose my awareness of it being "a trip" what's the normal way if ingestion? It's refined and I'm told smokable. Told just a couple hits will do. Any suggestions or helpful information would be most appreciated. I plan on fasting and doing a sweat and cleanse a week before to try and enhance. Looking for real spiritual help.