i am hooked
wow,
this is a perfect find for me at this time in my life. ive been IV black tar for the last 5 weeks daily. i have had one day off in the entire 5 weeks. i try to use with some moderation trying to limit myself to 1/4-1/3 of a gram each day; spread over 4-5 shots at this point im doing it to not be sick, being sick is the worse thing in the world, each shot is a maintence shot keeping me on the leel thru the day. ive recently got in significant trouble due to my heroin addiction and am at a personal crossroads with what i should do. ive never been a bad junkie. i always pay for my own shit, ive got enough money, i share, ive never stole or ripped anyone off, im a good persona and i dont diserve to be in so much trouble just for being a drug addict, anyway.
i shoot a chunk about the size as a tick tack, like the guy aabove me said. i use bottled water cause im too lazy to use distilled. i use a new needle every two shots, 31 gauge 8mm 1cc needles, i use about half a cc of water, let it dissolve under heat, bring it to a quick boil, throw in qtip cotton, draw, then add a few drops of water back to the spoon, get remainder of tar disssolved back in water, quick boil, draw thru cotton, alcohol pad, belt wrapped around either arm, and blast! when i was forcebly removed from the junk i missed the blood being pulled back in to the rig, watching the stream of red stream thru the brown liquid is such a beatuiful sight. im sick. its a sight followed by immense pleasure.
ive been to chicago and have used china white, really beige and off white and it is better quality than the tar we get here in the SW. however i had a good connect and on our last deal he gave me 2.7g for 100$ thats the best deal ive ever seen. so im trying to make it last. i want to come clean of the dope soon. i need to be more alert and cant afford to be sloppy. much respect and love...