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bspence said:
Howdy everyone! I just joined Bluelight earlier today and I'm already liking it a lot. I'm just an old man from Oklahoma, which explains why I do drugs, lol. I was searching for information on certain drugs just to get a better understanding of how some drugs work and how they affect people. Looks like there is a lot of great info here, along with some lighthearted fun.

My answers are in BOLD:

1. How long was it from first browsing Bluelight to joining up as a member? Weeks, months, years? Today was my first time browsing Bluelight and I decided to sign up today as well
2. Do you remember how you came to find Bluelight? Was it from a web search, from a referral from another website, from word of mouth, from social media, or some other way? I was doing some web searches to get more information about a particular drug and Bluelight popped up in my web search. I had not heard of this website prior to today.
3. Thinking back to when you first began using Bluelight, what drugs had you used prior to that - including psychoactive prescription drugs, alcohol, cannabis? Had you already tried powdered drugs like cocaine, meth, heroin, ketamine, MDMA powder, etc? or not yet? I used alcohol all the way back to high school, but not much anymore; I don't like weed at all, so I don't do it. I've tried it numerous times over the last 40 years and I still don't like it. I have tried coke and it's okay but not something I want to do regularly; I did just one acid trip, and it was a real trip! I want to do it again soon; I tried MDMA just one time and will probably never do it again. All it did for me was make me sweat profusely for a couple hours. Not fun at all; I smoked meth for the first time about 5 years ago. I really like the way it makes me feel. I now do it on a semi-regular basis, but usually only on the weekends, and not every weekend;
4. Thinking back to when you first began using Bluelight, what routes of administration had you tried prior to that? E.g. snorting, injecting, other ROAs?
With meth I've tried snorting, hot rails, and smoking, and smoking is the only way for me. With coke, I prefer to snort it.
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howdy! Welcome
 
Forum Moderator said:
Hey everyone - welcome to Bluelight!

Sit down, get comfy and stay a while.

If you have the time, we'd love to know a bit more about how you got here. Feel free to answer as many questions as you'd like - no pressure. But these answers will help Bluelight get a better sense of our community and where Bluelight sits in their drug use trajectories.

Here we go...

1. How long was it from first browsing Bluelight to joining up as a member? Weeks, months, years?
2. Do you remember how you came to find Bluelight? Was it from a web search, from a referral from another website, from word of mouth, from social media, or some other way?
3. Thinking back to when you first began using Bluelight, what drugs had you used prior to that - including psychoactive prescription drugs, alcohol, cannabis? Had you already tried powdered drugs like cocaine, meth, heroin, ketamine, MDMA powder, etc? or not yet?
4. Thinking back to when you first began using Bluelight, what routes of administration had you tried prior to that? E.g. snorting, injecting, other ROAs?

If you have any questions for US, please let a moderator know!

Thank you for taking the time to help out our community, and see you around :)
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I've been looking at bluelight for a decade nearly, and the other day I became a member so I can interact rather than just read... Found out about bluelight off a Google search where I was attempting to ID a pill I had found, I guess there was a thread in the search results, and that's how I started typing bluelight after every Google search lol... I've done all routes of administration on all substances. If you can name it I did it. If you could bang it, I did. I went super hard... Currently I take Suboxone, well I get the brixadi shot weekly, I go weekly cuz I can't piss clean bc I smoke. When I first started messing with BL I had already done everything under the sun, not to over exaggerate. My vice was dope... We either called it boy or slow. But I kicked that and got hooked on 7OH tablets, it's 7 hydroxymitragynine/ kratom extract-extract lol. Had to kick a new habit with that stuff. Been getting the brixadi shot for 6 months now. 🤙this website has been my go to for any drug related questions... I've been able to find the answers to my questions and that kicks ass. 🍻

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1. How long was it from first browsing Bluelight to joining up as a member? Weeks, months, years?
- It's probably been about six years, maybe longer since I discovered blue light, but I finally joined a few minutes ago.

2. Do you remember how you came to find Bluelight? Was it from a web search, from a referral from another website, from word of mouth, from social media, or some other way?
- I came to find bluelight originally when I was trying to search online to find out about effects of psychedelics I believe. Either that, or when I was trying to learn how to freebase cocaine.

3. Thinking back to when you first began using Bluelight, what drugs had you used prior to that - including psychoactive prescription drugs, alcohol, cannabis? Had you already tried powdered drugs like cocaine, meth, heroin, ketamine, MDMA powder, etc? or not yet?
- I had already used meth, cocaine, acid, shrooms, spice, cannabis, bath salts, DMT, Molly, crack cocaine, alcohol. My first experience with anything was alcohol in 8th grade, then cannabis in 10th grade I think. I added heroin, fentanyl, carfentanil, "blues" (a weaker form of fentanyl pressed into the shape of a perc 30), liquid morphine, kratom, and sherm to the list in the last couple of years.

4. Thinking back to when you first began using Bluelight, what routes of administration had you tried prior to that? E.g. snorting, injecting, other ROAs?
- I have snorted, injected, eaten, smoked, and "boofed" (booty bump, or whatever way to say it without it sounding vulgar) meth, Molly and cocaine.
- I've smoked cannabis, spice, bath salts, heroin, fentanyl, carfentanil, alcohol, sherm, crack cocaine, and any other smokable substance I've listed.
* None of my drug use or roa is a result of Bluelight; I was already heading down this path well before I discovered this amazing site.
 
1. how long was it from first browsing bluelight to joining up as a member? weeks, months, years? i've been browsing here and there for about a year, year and a half now.
2. do you remember how you came to find bluelight? was it from a web search, from a referral from another website, from word of mouth, from social media, or some other way? i saw links for BL posted in drug-related subreddits
3. thinking back to when you first began using bluelight, what drugs had you used prior to that - including psychoactive prescription drugs, alcohol, cannabis? had you already tried powdered drugs like cocaine, meth, heroin, ketamine, mdma powder, etc? or not yet? when i first found BL i was at the height of my meth addiction, looking for safer IV resources. both before using BL and since, the only drugs i have tried are weed, meth, cocaine, codeine, and alcohol.
4. thinking back to when you first began using bluelight, what routes of administration had you tried prior to that? e.g. snorting, injecting, other roas? prior to BL i had already tried every ROA, and was an active IV user at that point.
 
1. How long was it from first browsing Bluelight to joining up as a member? Weeks, months, years?
2. Do you remember how you came to find Bluelight? Was it from a web search, from a referral from another website, from word of mouth, from social media, or some other way?
3. Thinking back to when you first began using Bluelight, what drugs had you used prior to that - including psychoactive prescription drugs, alcohol, cannabis? Had you already tried powdered drugs like cocaine, meth, heroin, ketamine, MDMA powder, etc? or not yet?
4. Thinking back to when you first began using Bluelight, what routes of administration had you tried prior to that? E.g. snorting, injecting, other ROAs?

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1. Probably stumbled upon my first bluelight.ru results from google searches back in the early 00s... perhaps between 2002 and 2004 I'd reckon. So, over two decades from first browsing BL and joining.
2. Either through drug/harm reduction related queries on google, or possibly somehow through a direct or indirect reference on Erowid.
3. I had no experience with drugs when I first started using bluelight. Even OTC for medical use were a rarity. It remained that way for some years, until turning 18 and graduating high school. I have by now done all those named substances and then some, in fact myriad more, using all the ROAs. Yea drugs!
4. No use then - oh, actually, I may have huffed a little keyboard duster once or twice by then. Ha ha
 
1. At least a decade before registering, I remember Bluelight having a .ru URL
2. On some other forum, don't remember exactly which one
3. Nearly every classic illicit substance, opioids and some RCs like AMT, one of my all time favorites
4. All ROAs, even some IV coke in the past
 
1. How long was it from first browsing Bluelight to joining up as a member? Weeks, months, years?

- 3 weeks

2. Do you remember how you came to find Bluelight? Was it from a web search, from a referral from another website, from word of mouth, from social media, or some other way

- I was reading about John MacAfee aka Stuffmonger on Reddit and wanted to find and read his Tan MDPV thread

3. Thinking back to when you first began using Bluelight, what drugs had you used prior to that - including psychoactive prescription drugs, alcohol, cannabis? Had you already tried powdered drugs like cocaine, meth, heroin, ketamine, MDMA powder, etc? or not yet?

- before Bluelight: alcohol, weed, nicotine, bromazepam, diazepam, alprazolam, bromazolam, zolpidem, cocaine, dpDMC, DMC, NEP, 2MMC, LSD, AL-LAD, 2-C-B, 2-C-B-fly, 4-HO-MET, ketamin, 2-FdCK, kratom, 4P-MPH, modafinil, tramadol

- after Bluelight: nothing new

4. Thinking back to when you first began using Bluelight, what routes of administration had you tried prior to that? E.g. snorting, injecting, other ROAs?

- Oral and snorting and smoking
 
Hello,
1. How long was it from first browsing Bluelight to joining up as a member? Weeks, months, years?
I. was looking for another drug forum, because I I use it regularly and participate actively forum in my Native language, from my native country, when i was looking for something new, these one seemd legit, so immediately.
2. Do you remember how you came to find Bluelight? Was it from a web search, from a referral from another website, from word of mouth, from social media, or some other way?
Website search
3. Thinking back to when you first began using Bluelight, what drugs had you used prior to that - including psychoactive prescription drugs, alcohol, cannabis? Had you already tried powdered drugs like cocaine, meth, heroin, ketamine, MDMA powder, etc? or not yet?
weed, alcohol, amphetamine(got addicted during my last year of high school), MDMA(pills), cocaine, 4-MMC, codeine(cough pills), DXM(cough pills), ketamine(powder), LSD, schrooms, pregabaline, alprazolam, lorazepam, clonazepam, estazolam(I was addicted to xanax for more than year), zolpidem, hash, psylocybin truffles, tried once meth, i don't remember rest of my sins
4. Thinking back to when you first began using Bluelight, what routes of administration had you tried prior to that? E.g. snorting, injecting, other ROAs?
If it goes about weed, usually smoking spliffs/joints, sometimes from glaspipe, used bongo many times. DXM, Codeine, MDMA always swallowing because these were pills. Amphetamine, cocaine, 4-MMC, ketamine snorting, which is my favorite way of substance application. Other pills, benzos and z-drugs also swallowing, but when i've got addicted to xanax i was crushing pills and snorting them also, i was swallowing like 5, and one i was crushing and snorting.
 
Hey Everybody!

I'm JLew a dude in my late 30s. Used to partake a lot more when I was younger, and now that the world is falling apart might as well get weird with it.

1. How long was it from first browsing Bluelight to joining up as a member? Weeks, months, years?

- 10 minutes. Being an elder I have a good read on internet forum vibes.

2. Do you remember how you came to find Bluelight? Was it from a web search, from a referral from another website, from word of mouth, from social media, or some other way

- I was looking up 4homet, and came across some experiences.

3. Thinking back to when you first began using Bluelight, what drugs had you used prior to that - including psychoactive prescription drugs, alcohol, cannabis? Had you already tried powdered drugs like cocaine, meth, heroin, ketamine, MDMA powder, etc? or not yet?

- lol. Most. But I am a relatively responsible user, well these days. As a kid I was a big cannabis enjoyer, in college I loved experimenting and trying a little bit of everything, had a big mushroom phase, even cultivated for a bit. Big into music, so most everything that is found at concerts. Much more choosey these days, and stick to things that are relatively safe. It's pretty much gonna have to be an analogue of some sort for me not to have tried it.

- after Bluelight: it's been 15 minutes calm down.

4. Thinking back to when you first began using Bluelight, what routes of administration had you tried prior to that? E.g. snorting, injecting, other ROAs?

- Oral, snorting, smoking, and due to peptides recently injecting; I'm big into the grey community. No Boofing lol
 
streaM Freak said:
Hey welcome, if you don't mind answering: which AI bot led you here and what did you ask?
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I wasn't expected to answer this question. This is only a guess. Along the lines of the following.

Grok or Perplexity.
keywords: "seattle discussion forum opiods buy"

my situation is so damn f-ed up.

I was blackmailed into psychiatry when i turned 18; I had been on antipsychs for over 30 years (i am 48); went to therapy & support group for 5 or so years.

I even worked for 8 years while living alone (also writing a fiction novel).

As of Feb 2025, i no longer need these meds (read bio to see why). Mom is forcing me to take these meds in exchange for a place to stay.

My life is f*cking torture!

She never let me have a social life. I actually did have a few close friends in school. They have all since ghosted me because I said all the wrong things. Again, i was indeed on the wrong side of reality (mentally ill) until Feb 2025 (read bio to see why).

My mental illness is social anxiety. Though they have me down as schizophrenic.

Seems I have to get mom's approval for EVERYTHING.

I cannot ever tell her 'no' or even criticize her without some big argument as a result.

She won't let me try to go back to work or even support group (just to get the f*ck away from her). Though I no longer need therapy. I hate everything!

in summary,

I am so hopeless I tried looking for research chems (opiods) and no luck. It seems they are harder to get now than in 2017 (I looked back then and I almost purchased. though i was afraid i needed to sign for delivery and did not order them).

I live in alabama.

bottom line: i need to aquire opiods to you-know-what myself. I am done! I can not believe i am in this situation.

i lived alone for 8+ years. I had to quit my job because the social isolation was killing me inside. I never left my apartment unless it was for going to work. I had no social skills.

Though now, since Feb 2025, I taught myself what i had been doing wrong for the past 48 years. My bio has that info (short paragraph).

All my school friends ghosted me. I have have both feet in the grave!

My recovery since Feb 2025 is slow but I am learning
 
streaM Freak said:
Recovery and learning can be really powerful things... @PsychologyISfake459. I'm hoping you stick around. You've made it this far already and there might be a whole new perspective to life around the corner, you think?
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You are absolutely right.

I can see the celebration at the other end of all this. I would really like to be here when it starts.

Thank you.

PS- I had even seen my one and only supernatural occurance just 1.5 months after I quit my job. I was extremely depressed at that point in my life. That event had me keep holding on -even to this very day. Even more, immediately after the even was over I logged on to youtube and saw Pantera's most famous live performance (Domination/Moscow) for the first time. I was so damn hyped. I really do love mom so much. She saved me from death 100 times over.

Again, thank you so much
 
Back on these pages for the first time since roughly 2010
Couldn't access my old account dawndoctor so started a more appropriate one for my current situation 😂
I'm glad from initial browsing it is still a vibrant and informative community.

Have fun, stay safe and keep posting people!
 
afternoonanesthetist said:
Back on these pages for the first time since roughly 2010
Couldn't access my old account dawndoctor so started a more appropriate one for my current situation 😂
I'm glad from initial browsing it is still a vibrant and informative community.

Have fun, stay safe and keep posting people!
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so, in the last 16 years you now begin your drugging in the afternoon as opposed to the early morning? Not bad in HR terms, not bad at all

welcome back
 
1)I spent a few days looking through this site before signing up. I had actually heard about it a long time ago, but only recently decided to check it out.

2)I ended up finding the site through a search while looking for information on cleaning meth.

3)I started using drugs at a young age. In the 90s I left home at 17 and got into the rave scene. I loved MDMA/ecstasy and ketamine, and I took a lot of acid back then too. I also smoked crack sometimes, usually partying with girls in hotel rooms. Eventually I got a girl pregnant and moved closer to family.
For about ten years after that I became a huge fan of marijuana. I grew it and loved smoking bongs. Around 2005 I tried oxy, and it completely took over my life. I got divorced and eventually went on methadone. That was about 25 years ago, and now I’m down to 15 mg.
Around the same time I started using oxy, I also began using Ritalin. While on methadone I developed a serious alcohol problem, and honestly it damaged my body worse than any drug ever did. After many years I finally stopped drinking. There’s a lot more to that story, but my heart, limbs, and overall health were really suffering.
Since quitting alcohol my body has healed a lot. I do still use meth now.

4)Over the years I’ve tried just about everything except injecting.
 
Hi everybody,

I was randomly searching the web for info on designer drugs, as i stumbled upon, a reply on a forum reffering to this forum, came to take a look and instant made an account. Looks like i stumbled upon a hidden gem...

I started using drugs at the age of 14, started with cannabis and then went experimenting with xtc, amphetamines, and mdma. Im in my 30s now going towards 40's and been using some coke and ketamine, a benzo every now and then just for relaxation and chilling out times. I have experienced a couple of designers as well and ive always been curious about 'drugs' in general. As im diagnosed with 'ADHD' i dont know if htis is the cause of this but i seem to get more chill then other people and get relaxed when under the influence. I used to be addicted to cannabis like, using daily for 10+ years but ive been of it for the last 8 months and have even been able to quit the habit of biting my nails. I tend to enjoy some drugs every couple of weeks but i maintain a healthy lifestyle as im trying to exercise daily and keep an eye on what i eat and stuff wxch works really well for me at the moment.

I just wanna enjoy and have a good time, i tried different substances but im good with using some benzo's, ketamine, cocaine, and even some 3 mmc

Thanks for having me guys :)
 
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