Lynmarie
Greenlighter
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- Aug 18, 2016
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I've had two experiences recently with low dose NN-DMT. I'm not sure of the exact dosage, but they were definitely sub-breakthrough. Prior to this, my experience with psychedelics was limited to tripping light doses of LSD or mushrooms a few times as a teenager.
I found myself in a space with a really bizarre feeling tone. While having the experience, all I could think was, "What the HELL is that!?!?" It wasn't about what I saw, which was some unbelievable geometrics and swirling colors, but about this feeling I found really unpleasant. It was like the feeling of a totally insane alien funhouse factory. It was just so freaking weird and disturbing. I did not like it at all, but I kept feeling into it, trying to understand what it was. To complicate matters, both times this space also felt very familiar, like I'd been there before.
So here are my questions. Do you guys find that the low-dose DMT experience feels a lot different than the high dose? I'm wondering if I smoke enough, if I'll get past that space or if it will just be intensified instead. I've heard some people describe an unpleasant tunnel that leads to hyperspace, so maybe I'm just getting stopped there and need to push through it?
Also, does anyone have any understanding of what that experience IS? I mean, is that crazy, insane, bizarre space part of me? Is it some roiling madness in the collective unconscious? Is it another reality entirely? Is there any benefit to exploring it, rather than moving on to a (hopefully) more enjoyable high dose or another psychedelic altogether? Any insight at all or shared experiences would be greatly appreciated. Thank you for being here!
I found myself in a space with a really bizarre feeling tone. While having the experience, all I could think was, "What the HELL is that!?!?" It wasn't about what I saw, which was some unbelievable geometrics and swirling colors, but about this feeling I found really unpleasant. It was like the feeling of a totally insane alien funhouse factory. It was just so freaking weird and disturbing. I did not like it at all, but I kept feeling into it, trying to understand what it was. To complicate matters, both times this space also felt very familiar, like I'd been there before.
So here are my questions. Do you guys find that the low-dose DMT experience feels a lot different than the high dose? I'm wondering if I smoke enough, if I'll get past that space or if it will just be intensified instead. I've heard some people describe an unpleasant tunnel that leads to hyperspace, so maybe I'm just getting stopped there and need to push through it?
Also, does anyone have any understanding of what that experience IS? I mean, is that crazy, insane, bizarre space part of me? Is it some roiling madness in the collective unconscious? Is it another reality entirely? Is there any benefit to exploring it, rather than moving on to a (hopefully) more enjoyable high dose or another psychedelic altogether? Any insight at all or shared experiences would be greatly appreciated. Thank you for being here!