I smoked ice for the first time yesterday after having taken ecstasy on the day before. I was kinda having an after-high from ecstasy when swim was smoking ice. I felt more conscious and horny at first after smoking the ice, and the after effect of MDMA seemed to have completely gone, but after around like 4-5 hours I starts to get more anxious, so I decided to smoke some pot to calm my nerve down, but I starts to feel very uncomfortable.
the after effect of ecstasy came back and was like trying to drag my brain down to a more depressed state whilst the pot was trying to lift the mood up. I felt like the brain is being dragged in 2 opposite directions and it was uncomfortable, whilst the ice may have sorta triggered some nerves to cause back and neck pain.
I then went to sleep after the pot. the next day I got up and swim became emotionless. like normally things that would make me feel good is no longer having an effect on me, I also didn't feel annoyed by things that normally makes me to. (I'm normally a very emotional person, and is thought to have moderate anxiety and very mild depression),
I then did some research online and saw that meth actually drains the dopamine stored in the brain neurons. I suggested that the neurons may requires time to reproduce the dopamine again and the dopamine receptors would become desensitized for a while before I can get back to normal again and therefore he is currently in this state of mind.
I like this state of mind a lot because I has been experiencing the anxiety and depression since I was young, I wants to ask 4 questions
1.) Is this state of mind effect caused by all the drugs combined or just ice?
2.) How long would this after-effect state of mind be lasting for?
3.) Is there anyway to continue the meth use and thus swim can continuous getting this numb emotion without harming the brain with long-term use?
4.) I don't enjoy the effect of ice as much as I enjoys this after-effect of ice, would this also build up an addiction to me to become an ice abuser?
thanks you
the after effect of ecstasy came back and was like trying to drag my brain down to a more depressed state whilst the pot was trying to lift the mood up. I felt like the brain is being dragged in 2 opposite directions and it was uncomfortable, whilst the ice may have sorta triggered some nerves to cause back and neck pain.
I then went to sleep after the pot. the next day I got up and swim became emotionless. like normally things that would make me feel good is no longer having an effect on me, I also didn't feel annoyed by things that normally makes me to. (I'm normally a very emotional person, and is thought to have moderate anxiety and very mild depression),
I then did some research online and saw that meth actually drains the dopamine stored in the brain neurons. I suggested that the neurons may requires time to reproduce the dopamine again and the dopamine receptors would become desensitized for a while before I can get back to normal again and therefore he is currently in this state of mind.
I like this state of mind a lot because I has been experiencing the anxiety and depression since I was young, I wants to ask 4 questions
1.) Is this state of mind effect caused by all the drugs combined or just ice?
2.) How long would this after-effect state of mind be lasting for?
3.) Is there anyway to continue the meth use and thus swim can continuous getting this numb emotion without harming the brain with long-term use?
4.) I don't enjoy the effect of ice as much as I enjoys this after-effect of ice, would this also build up an addiction to me to become an ice abuser?
thanks you