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sonicwhite

sonicwhite

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I had a psychosis in 05 due to meth. I was always a litl scared when I rolled. So that didn't make it as fun as it should of been. Well I havn't had and XTC pill in 7 yr's and I'm wondering if I go get one will I relapse. I know that no one here came tell the future. But, Being clean from meth and E for that long maybe it wouldn't do any real damage.
 
How is your mental state currently? Are you on any medications?

I've read some of your posts, and I'm glad you're doing better. What you went through really sucked, and was quite severe.

It seems to me (from reading your recent posts) that you're still struggling a bit, so I'd recommend that you avoid all substances if possible just to be safe. Your health truly is the most important thing.
 
Ya I'm on a cocktail of medication to help with my szaffective psychotic features and OCD. But I havn't rolled in 7 yr's so all the meds may just not maske the E work. I know it's risky but I have been conplenting for some time now. Now Acid I won't touch that shit or shrooms.
 
My advice is to carry a safe dose of benzodiazepines with you in the case that you begin to experience a panic attack or psychosis again. Lorazepam, Clonazepam or Alprozolam all work. Chew it up and swallow the moment you begin to experience negative effects.

I do not always advice using a drug to mask another drug, however if you visit a hospital they will charge you hundreds for the same thing.
 
Mel, your inbox is full :( I can't msg you.

When I was 14 I was pretty much psychologically addicted to E. Then graduated to crystal meth.
I tried to do both recently after being clean for some time. The E just didn't work.. it just made me anxious.
And doing meth just made me feel like I was back in that awful part of my life and all the steps I'd taken forward were gone.
Best thing to do is move on with your life and don't look back. Especially since you're on medications.
I still have the 7 cigarette burns from mixing Crystal and Zoloft then not taking the zoloft cause I was too tweaked and flipping out...
 
Ya I agree with Mel. Cuz the last episode was so traumatic that would never want to go thru that agin.
 
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