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Question regarding Meth and Euphoria?

Siccness909

Siccness909

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I used to be a big dope head but anyway sum it up quick, I've been clean off dope for 4months. This past Friday night, I picked up a gram of some pretty good dope, wasn't exactly sure of quality and I didn't have a pipe at the time so I grabbed 2 little small rocks, the size of a matchstick like the little red part? & procedded to parachute it. Again lowered method tolerance since I was clean for awhile and sure enough it kicked in and I was feeling amazing off just that! Now since Friday night, I didn't dose all day yesterday but I also didn't sleep Friday and anyway now last night comes around, and I have a pipe this time, so I loaded like 2-3 bowls way more than the intial small dose I took orally Friday and NO real euphoria?? Like I feel pretty spun at least energy wise and the fact I didn't sleep going on 2 days now but Wtf?! Is it cause I stayed up or haven't gone to sleep yet since I first dosed? What's the problem guys? Anyway appreciate the responses guys.
 
Damn! This shit fuckin sucks! I used to be able to redose sleep deprived like nothing and get spun out ta my mind?! Thanks for the responses guys....I feel so depressed now lol

And now pretty much after constant pointless redosing since this morning, bowl after bowl. I gave up taking tour guys advice and now 15mins since last bowl and I'm tired?! Wtf? I don't get what's going on..
 
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For sure well hopefully I can pass out from these opiates soon! Thanks for your help venrak. Always their when I need help haha.
 
Eeek, by the way since you already have had a previous addiction to meth it still can still make a big difference in how it effects you. If you did enough you could of burnt out some of your dopamine receptors that can take much longer than 4 months to come back or in some case never.
 
Yeah well at this point, I don't doubt that. I basically killed the rest of my bag, I'd say a like a half gram maybe a little bit less trying to reach my level and didn't get anymore aside from a little energy and just an overall feeling of stimulation minus the euphoria. I'm not sure what the problem is being that I just got spun from the same exact bag 2 days ago and the fact that I got 8-9 hours of sleep last night plus eat a good meal. It's really fucking frustrating and it's making irritated, it's like I get a pretty decent sack of shit after 4 months of being sober from crystal and I get high ONE fuckin time over the span of 4 days?! Its not my dosing cause today I would of killed that theory, and its not the quality because I DID get high from it the first time..so anyway I don't know. Most logical reason is probably my tolerance I guess or possibly I haven't let my dopamine receptors replenish fully since the intial dose..Idk I'm gonna try acquiring a Gram in one last effort later tonight and see where it goes. Anyway all that aside, is it safe to mix Propylhexedrine with amphetamines? Well coming down from the crystal technically but yeah would that be safe?
 
You were pretty much redosing a binge that started on friday and you can never achieve the euphoria that comes at the start of the binge on the same binge, if that makes sense. Had you got some sleep (biggest part) along with some decent food, you would have gotten euhporia when you started again.

For future, make sure you sleep sleep sleep and keep hydrated/well-fed, as hard as it may be.
 
I understand that, trust me as a former addict I know all to well how the dope game works. I just don't get how I got absolutely NO euphoria?! Because in my past binges, I would stay up for 4-5 days on a binge and every session regardless of sleep or food intake I STILL would get higher than shit? I mean yeah during those times I'd smoke ALOT to reach those levels and I do believe it was better quality..but still on Friday, I literally injested 2 small ass crystals orally (I'm talking grain of rice small) and I was FLYING! & since Friday yeah I might have only gotten about 8-10 hours of sleep for today's dose but what about Saturday or Sunday?! I'm telling you I smoked bowl after bowl and I just couldn't get any euphoria, it doesn't make sense saying my tolerance or dose, because I did barely less than a .1 when I got high initially, and next couple days I practically KILL MY ENTIRE .7-.9 that I had left and got NOTHING out of it it terms of euphoria?! Yeah again lack of sleep and food definitely was part of the result, but NO WAY it was the only reason because of how much I did! I should have gotten SOMETHING at the rate I was hitting the pipe, don't you think?!

I don't know, sorry guys I'm just really frustrated/irritated etc..I practically wasted my whole bag and $ and as of now I cant get high on my DOC anymore and I dont understand why. I really just wanna figure this out. For now though I'll catch up on much needed sleep and food etc. Hopefully get another bag soon in better circumstances.
 
You'll never realize how damn tired your body is when you skip a night of sleep until you end up having to do some physically intense task.

When you are SHAKING because you're so weak, you need some sleep. Trying to speed again is pointless if your body and mind is in this kind of state.
 
Lol your posts just scream "IVE BEEN UP FOR MULTIPLE DAYS ON STIMULANTS" ;D :D Its okay my last 48hour "day" on Focalin running around town with friends and partying was like that towards the end...I felt like I could still function but then I realized I was fucking insane to continue on...oh yeah and I had to remind myself to eat. Stimulants make you more impulsive, pushy and irratible, its normal. Go rest and post back up.
 
Midazle said:
Lol your posts just scream "IVE BEEN UP FOR MULTIPLE DAYS ON STIMULANTS" ;D :D Its okay my last 48hour "day" on Focalin running around town with friends and partying was like that towards the end...I felt like I could still function but then I realized I was fucking insane to continue on...oh yeah and I had to remind myself to eat. Stimulants make you more impulsive, pushy and irratible, its normal. Go rest and post back up.
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Haha, yeah. I love it when a post shows what substance they are under the influence of. This is especially more pronounced with things like Ritalin, Adderall, Dexedrine, Methamphetamine, etc. Oh, and MDMA. How could I have almost forgot that one.
 
Hahaha yes I re read some of them and I just laugh at myself. Can always tell when someone's on an amphetamine lmao the run on sentences, the spelling errors, punctuation, the random gibberish not even related to the topic haha good times. Well in good news, I slept well for the past couple days since posting and ate ALOT so tonight in my next attempt at a crystal high should be a lot more positive:) now that my dopamine receptors are fully functional again, they're ready to be flooded!! haha
 
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