Warning: long post ahead.
I sincerely apologize JamesBrown. I just felt hostility coming from you and went into bitch made trying to defend myself.
I know this is another contradiction on my part but I was only telling the half truth when i sad I was faking the anxiety. I've had depression and panic attacks all my life and I even used to be presribed 90 1 mg klonopin a month and 90 30 mg Temazpam for anxiety and insomnia. (a completely ridiculous amount of benzos I know, I even believe the nurse practiciner who was giving them to me lost her medical license for giving me so many)
So i wasn't really faking it I wanted the Xanax for help with anxiety and school and plan on taking it as directed for the most part it's just I want to abuse them from time to time (maybe once or twice a month) as a little treat to myself.
I have such a high tolerance for being given so many benzos at one point in my life, even though I haven't had a benzo problem for about two years I heard that benzo addiction lingers for years and never really goes away. Is that true? (I was only 16 when I was getting all these

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Now I just got 8 1 mg klonopin a month as needed for panic as well as this fresh xannxy script (30 0.5 mg Xannax XR). I feel with my level of tolerance that the XR/ER might not be enough to deal with my anxiety and really wanted to find a way to by pass the time release. Knowing the bluelighters have a reputation for being the most savvy on the net when it comes to psychoactives that I thought this would be the right place to come.
I think my original questions have been answered by you pretty well, I might Just have to wait for my next script and request the non generic if I want to by pass it from time to time.
So JamesBrown or anyone else do you have any advice on how to get my doctor to put me on the normal form of Xannax without sounding like a drug seeker? I think they would help my anxiety a lot better.
If you don't mind me asking what benzos do you get monthly James and for what reason?
It's funny that during out convo I was on 4mg kpin and you were on 6. A kpined out conversation it seems we had

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And I again apologize for the contradicting information I've learned my lesson
about posting here on benzos and no sleep, it won't happen again as like you said the correct information when it comes to drugs can mean life or death in .some cases.
If you want to answer my question regarding getting my doctor to switch me and about your own benzo habbits and reasons for taking them I wouldn't mind you sending a PM so we can continue out conversation as you seem to be very knowledgeable on the subject on benzos and I would like to hear your opinion.
So that this doesn't just become a convo between me and James anyone else is welcome to share their 2 cents on the topic as well and I encourage them to do so as I would like to hear various opinions.
Again I apologize and appreicate the responses you have given me thus far.v
please excuse any typos i'm running on no sleep and too tired to proof read I will edit them later.
Edit: damnit I just realized I need to be a bluelighter to PM. I wrote a long pm for you James so I'll just put it here:
to james:
I apologize for earlier. I just posted a reply now that i am sobering up off the kpin and if you would read it and feel that you wanna answer my questions i posed or have a civilized discussion regarding the benzos and the subject matter feel free to read my response and get back to me through PM.
It's nice to meet someone else who is also very well versed in benzos and I will appreicate any input from you.
Thanks.
(if as a greenlighter i'm still able to recieve PM's just not send them that works for me too )
- WeatyToo