Bloc91
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Feb 18, 2018
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I posted here a few weeks ago about dealing with what I believe is an opiate wd anxiety and panic situation that is seemingly getting better, although a lot slower than I would like. I?ve also dealt with some randomly intensive insomnia and depression. My previous habit was extremely modest compared to what a lot of people on the forums have gone through and tbh, I don?t quite understand what?s going on.
I abstained from hydro use for about a year and after only 3 one and a half week binges, over a period of 3 months, I?m dealing with what seems like over sufficient psychological stress compared to my use.
Now, to an extent, I know what kind of reception this kind of question is going to receive (and rightfully so), but what I?m wondering is, if I were able to rain in my usage, would I still be able to get high every now and then, or would I just be starting this entire anxiety and panic process over again by dosing at all?
The reason I ask is, my band is finally going to start playing shows again and the hydrocodone really alleviates my stage fright and allows me to relax and have a good time. I understand that by dosing, I?m taking the chance of getting hooked enough to want to binge again, but I honestly feel as if I can keep my dosage to around 20mg or so and not use consecutive days (or even weeks), I might be ok. Is this a dumb enough idea to not even bother with? Any help would be much appreciated.
I abstained from hydro use for about a year and after only 3 one and a half week binges, over a period of 3 months, I?m dealing with what seems like over sufficient psychological stress compared to my use.
Now, to an extent, I know what kind of reception this kind of question is going to receive (and rightfully so), but what I?m wondering is, if I were able to rain in my usage, would I still be able to get high every now and then, or would I just be starting this entire anxiety and panic process over again by dosing at all?
The reason I ask is, my band is finally going to start playing shows again and the hydrocodone really alleviates my stage fright and allows me to relax and have a good time. I understand that by dosing, I?m taking the chance of getting hooked enough to want to binge again, but I honestly feel as if I can keep my dosage to around 20mg or so and not use consecutive days (or even weeks), I might be ok. Is this a dumb enough idea to not even bother with? Any help would be much appreciated.