Cotcha Yankinov
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What that individual is referring to as withdrawals might not actually be "withdrawals", as much as it is rebound depression/resumption of normal depression because the SSRIs were beneficial to their brain chemistry (maybe effects concerning things like brain derived neurotrophic factor that their depressed brains run low on) which anyways, means that their anti depressants were successful in the first place. There really are no "negative" withdrawals from a drug that didn't help you in the first place. Anyways, the remodeling he is talking about takes place over many years. They do not happen during short periods of time, which is honestly unfortunate because it takes so incredibly long for our current depression treatments to take effect. This works to your benefit in this moment however.
For lots of people I think their problem is too much serotonin, SSRIs don't really help these people and these people will do better without them. A drug like an ssri that desensitizes (down regulates) their serotonin receptors if given chronically (years) is a good thing, but that time line of usage affects both their "good" and "bad" serotonin and has implications for withdrawals. If you only take anti depressants for a couple weeks they start to downregulate your "bad serotonin" but they haven't been increasing serotonin concentrations nearly long enough to down regulate your "good serotonin", "withdrawal" will be a completely different matter concerning this timeline. Once you are off the drugs you will have minorly down regulated bad serotonin but you won't be without your good serotonin. Someone who's been on them for years would be running low on the good serotonin department for a while after coming off them. The missing the "bad serotonin" (5-HT2A) will never be a problem, but at some point it will rebound (assuming it's been down regulated) and people with 2A over density could see problems a month out with this rebound of bad serotonin.
Just to be clear as mud, these "withdrawals" people are speaking of might not be a matter of not having good serotonin, but might be due to rebound of bad serotonin. This is likely why it anecdotally takes a couple weeks for these people that have been on SSRIs for years. I theorize being chronically on SSRIs for years and years will increase the amount of 5-Ht2A synapses even if it brings down the number of receptors per synapse while you're on SSRIs but the over density of 2A will be truly revealed when you go off anti depressants and the receptors on all those 5-Ht2A receptors up regulate after a couple weeks. Personally I think it's better to just take a medication to antagonize the bad serotonin directly instead of relying on the SSRIs being administered chronically to downregulate the 5-HT2A receptors.
The important thing is that you've only been on them for a tiny tiny bit and your brain will not withdraw like these people are suggesting because your brain hasn't changed mechanisms to reach homeostasis with the drug in your system. Which is the long term benefit of being on SSRIs. I have a feeling that website is probably no good. There are probably a lot of people that have had bad experiences with SSRIs there and whatever it was about their brain chemistry that gave them bad experiences with SSRIs I wouldn't assume apply to you
plus they were probably on them forever. It's pretty rare for someone to only be on anti depressants for a couple weeks.
Anyways there's a lot more to depression than serotonin and I think you're actually having horrible anxiety that leads to depression, other people (like on that website) might have more first order depression issues, their chemistry (and hence their withdrawal experiences) are going to be different.
The thing to remember about someone who is taking SSRIs for primary depression (and not taking them for say, anxiety/OCD) is that they are going to have more problems coming of anti depressants because their serotonin/chemistry is their problem, but for people whose problem is really anxiety the thought patterns are much more important and these are more psychological.
I hope that makes sense, that people with a "biological depression" are more likely to have a hard time related to anti-depressant withdrawals rather than someone with "psychological anxiety". Not trying to say you don't have depression, but I think your root cause of your problems is not a lack of serotonin, it's possibly too much in some ways.
For lots of people I think their problem is too much serotonin, SSRIs don't really help these people and these people will do better without them. A drug like an ssri that desensitizes (down regulates) their serotonin receptors if given chronically (years) is a good thing, but that time line of usage affects both their "good" and "bad" serotonin and has implications for withdrawals. If you only take anti depressants for a couple weeks they start to downregulate your "bad serotonin" but they haven't been increasing serotonin concentrations nearly long enough to down regulate your "good serotonin", "withdrawal" will be a completely different matter concerning this timeline. Once you are off the drugs you will have minorly down regulated bad serotonin but you won't be without your good serotonin. Someone who's been on them for years would be running low on the good serotonin department for a while after coming off them. The missing the "bad serotonin" (5-HT2A) will never be a problem, but at some point it will rebound (assuming it's been down regulated) and people with 2A over density could see problems a month out with this rebound of bad serotonin.
Just to be clear as mud, these "withdrawals" people are speaking of might not be a matter of not having good serotonin, but might be due to rebound of bad serotonin. This is likely why it anecdotally takes a couple weeks for these people that have been on SSRIs for years. I theorize being chronically on SSRIs for years and years will increase the amount of 5-Ht2A synapses even if it brings down the number of receptors per synapse while you're on SSRIs but the over density of 2A will be truly revealed when you go off anti depressants and the receptors on all those 5-Ht2A receptors up regulate after a couple weeks. Personally I think it's better to just take a medication to antagonize the bad serotonin directly instead of relying on the SSRIs being administered chronically to downregulate the 5-HT2A receptors.
The important thing is that you've only been on them for a tiny tiny bit and your brain will not withdraw like these people are suggesting because your brain hasn't changed mechanisms to reach homeostasis with the drug in your system. Which is the long term benefit of being on SSRIs. I have a feeling that website is probably no good. There are probably a lot of people that have had bad experiences with SSRIs there and whatever it was about their brain chemistry that gave them bad experiences with SSRIs I wouldn't assume apply to you
Anyways there's a lot more to depression than serotonin and I think you're actually having horrible anxiety that leads to depression, other people (like on that website) might have more first order depression issues, their chemistry (and hence their withdrawal experiences) are going to be different.
The thing to remember about someone who is taking SSRIs for primary depression (and not taking them for say, anxiety/OCD) is that they are going to have more problems coming of anti depressants because their serotonin/chemistry is their problem, but for people whose problem is really anxiety the thought patterns are much more important and these are more psychological.
I hope that makes sense, that people with a "biological depression" are more likely to have a hard time related to anti-depressant withdrawals rather than someone with "psychological anxiety". Not trying to say you don't have depression, but I think your root cause of your problems is not a lack of serotonin, it's possibly too much in some ways.
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