I'm 22 years old and started using MDMA about a year ago. I wouldn't say I'm a heavy user, but I have done it 6 times in the past year about 2 pills each time. All my rolls were spaced out by atleast a month and a half usually more. The last time I rolled was about 2 months ago and I took 3 pills. Usually after I roll I feel shitty for 2 to3 days but bounce back and feel normal. After my last use I felt a million times worse than I normally do and I still feel horrible 2 months later. I'm extremely depressed, almost as if I'm not in my own body.. like detatched or a depersonalization I can't really explain it. Have any experienced users felt this before? If so, does it go away or is it possible that the damage I have done is permanent? Please help me out!!
