MoRivera42
Bluelighter
so i wanna go to the doctor to get some help with my depression. i got it bad too. shitty thoughts all day everyday. ive heard that if i tell my doctor that i have suicidal thoughts as much as i do hes gonna put me in an in patient program and i cannot do that. it would do more damage than good cause i could be discharged from the military cause of it. so should i even tell him im havin bad thoughts or just say im depressed and get some happy pills?