ChickLovesSpeed
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- Jun 22, 2015
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I won't bore you with the usual .. I appreciate any advice or comments you will share , but please don't bash. I am an addict and I know how bad it is. Trust me ...
I have a severe adderall addiction
Been on adderall for 6 months binging daily for 4 months.
Started at 30 mgs with no prior tolerance
2 months and 36 pounds go by ...
Tolerance increases, started potentiating , only baking soda at first , then added caffeine ..
My day is typically this :
60 mgs xr with magnesium and 200mgs caffiene and I drink at least 4 liters of alkaline water a day .
I redose the above in the afternoon at least another 40, but usually another 60 totalling 120mg for the day.
Sometimes with the above dose , sometimes later in the day, I take the following -
L tyrosine 1000-2000mgs
B complex
Fish oil
Magnesium
At night I take 5-htp (never with other meds)
This past month something changed.
I ran out of Addy .. Stopped for 8 days , used Benzadrex 250 twice daily for the last 3 days of that break , which was freaking awesome and disgusting at the same time
On the 9th day. Got one of my 4 scripts filled. Cut way back on use , to 2 caps of 15 mg xr daily and did well
They lasted a week ... Got my other 3 scripts .. Totaling 60 IR 10mgs, and 30 xr 20mgs
IR has never done jack unless it's a massive doae so I saved it for last and took all the xr in 4 days
Averaging 120mg - 160mg a day and going 150 mph for 20/24 hours a day
On the last morning of that week, I took 60mg xr with my daily potentiating ingredients and felt absolutely nothing but tired and pissed off. Next day, started taking the IR, 50-60 mgs which is low for me, felt Like I was getting sick , like coming down with the flu , and even more pissed off.
So I've gone thru 600 mg in a 5 days , taken sublingual at times felt somewhat stimulated, but no "head rush" if you are familiar with that . There are physical symptoms too..
I binge eat , am even hungry right after taking the meds .. am not nearly as thirsty, No rapid heartbeat , even with strenuous activity my heart rate remains normal .. Getting muscle cramps, i can feel heat coming from my body , aost feels like sunburn . I chew and bite my tongue so bad that I can't talk at times it hurts so much
I don't realize when doing this ..
So I have 2 questions please.
1) have I completely fried my brain?
2) If I take a break, would benzadrex be safe? Any documented evidence of cross tolerance? I could keep it down to 250mgs a day
I can't and won't stop the Addy .. That's not an option. I'd almost rather die (and probably will)
Thanks for any help
I have a severe adderall addiction
Been on adderall for 6 months binging daily for 4 months.
Started at 30 mgs with no prior tolerance
2 months and 36 pounds go by ...
Tolerance increases, started potentiating , only baking soda at first , then added caffeine ..
My day is typically this :
60 mgs xr with magnesium and 200mgs caffiene and I drink at least 4 liters of alkaline water a day .
I redose the above in the afternoon at least another 40, but usually another 60 totalling 120mg for the day.
Sometimes with the above dose , sometimes later in the day, I take the following -
L tyrosine 1000-2000mgs
B complex
Fish oil
Magnesium
At night I take 5-htp (never with other meds)
This past month something changed.
I ran out of Addy .. Stopped for 8 days , used Benzadrex 250 twice daily for the last 3 days of that break , which was freaking awesome and disgusting at the same time
On the 9th day. Got one of my 4 scripts filled. Cut way back on use , to 2 caps of 15 mg xr daily and did well
They lasted a week ... Got my other 3 scripts .. Totaling 60 IR 10mgs, and 30 xr 20mgs
IR has never done jack unless it's a massive doae so I saved it for last and took all the xr in 4 days
Averaging 120mg - 160mg a day and going 150 mph for 20/24 hours a day
On the last morning of that week, I took 60mg xr with my daily potentiating ingredients and felt absolutely nothing but tired and pissed off. Next day, started taking the IR, 50-60 mgs which is low for me, felt Like I was getting sick , like coming down with the flu , and even more pissed off.
So I've gone thru 600 mg in a 5 days , taken sublingual at times felt somewhat stimulated, but no "head rush" if you are familiar with that . There are physical symptoms too..
I binge eat , am even hungry right after taking the meds .. am not nearly as thirsty, No rapid heartbeat , even with strenuous activity my heart rate remains normal .. Getting muscle cramps, i can feel heat coming from my body , aost feels like sunburn . I chew and bite my tongue so bad that I can't talk at times it hurts so much
I don't realize when doing this ..
So I have 2 questions please.
1) have I completely fried my brain?
2) If I take a break, would benzadrex be safe? Any documented evidence of cross tolerance? I could keep it down to 250mgs a day
I can't and won't stop the Addy .. That's not an option. I'd almost rather die (and probably will)
Thanks for any help