SunThatShines
Ex-Bluelighter
I abused Crystal methamphetamine for about a month last month.... (Stupid I know).
I was doing it pretty much everyday.... Well I stopped about a week ago.. (First day off it I experienced mild depression, and I seemed to be very irritable.. But other then that not a big deal). I actually dont find quitting meth difficult(I smoked it btw). But maybe that's because I've had 5 htp and Gabapentin present to help me. (Gabapentin is proven to help meth addicts not crave the drug according to wiki.)
Anyways, I haven't done meth for a week now, and dont plan on it ever again, mainly because its pointless and its like chasing a dragon that you will never catch, plus it put a dent on my finances and It made me lose my muscle mass and made me skinner then I already was HA which is no bueo.
I took 30 mg of Vicodin lastnight ( six 5mg pills) and felt NO euphoria what so ever...which i find strange, because I have no tolerance, and about a year ago I took 20mg and felt great.... I did feel dizzy and itchy but no euphoria...Does meth use cause the brain to not feel pleasure from opiods? (I'm pretty sure my dopamine levels have returned about 80%...)
Also,
I took 45 mg of Adderall IR (blue pills) about 3 hours ago, and also dont feel much euphoria...Most concentrated, and alert but not the euphoria I used to experience prior to using meth for that shitty month.
Curious if using meth for a month has caused me not to feel pleasure from opiods and weak amphetamines such as addy.....?
Or maybe, its just that the crystal methamphetamine high/euphoria is so intense that my body doesn't find anything pleasureable since no other drug produces euphoria at the level (even though im sure heroin would ha ha, no thanks tho).
Anyway, so whats up with not being able to feel euphoria from Vic nor Addy?
Also, 40mg is a decent dose correct? Or should I take an additional 20mg to make it 65 mg altogether?
(P.S. Bluelight MODS and Admins are the reason why bluelight is a harm reduction forum, and they deserve massive respect! Thanks guys)
I was doing it pretty much everyday.... Well I stopped about a week ago.. (First day off it I experienced mild depression, and I seemed to be very irritable.. But other then that not a big deal). I actually dont find quitting meth difficult(I smoked it btw). But maybe that's because I've had 5 htp and Gabapentin present to help me. (Gabapentin is proven to help meth addicts not crave the drug according to wiki.)
Anyways, I haven't done meth for a week now, and dont plan on it ever again, mainly because its pointless and its like chasing a dragon that you will never catch, plus it put a dent on my finances and It made me lose my muscle mass and made me skinner then I already was HA which is no bueo.
I took 30 mg of Vicodin lastnight ( six 5mg pills) and felt NO euphoria what so ever...which i find strange, because I have no tolerance, and about a year ago I took 20mg and felt great.... I did feel dizzy and itchy but no euphoria...Does meth use cause the brain to not feel pleasure from opiods? (I'm pretty sure my dopamine levels have returned about 80%...)
Also,
I took 45 mg of Adderall IR (blue pills) about 3 hours ago, and also dont feel much euphoria...Most concentrated, and alert but not the euphoria I used to experience prior to using meth for that shitty month.
Curious if using meth for a month has caused me not to feel pleasure from opiods and weak amphetamines such as addy.....?
Or maybe, its just that the crystal methamphetamine high/euphoria is so intense that my body doesn't find anything pleasureable since no other drug produces euphoria at the level (even though im sure heroin would ha ha, no thanks tho).
Anyway, so whats up with not being able to feel euphoria from Vic nor Addy?
Also, 40mg is a decent dose correct? Or should I take an additional 20mg to make it 65 mg altogether?
(P.S. Bluelight MODS and Admins are the reason why bluelight is a harm reduction forum, and they deserve massive respect! Thanks guys)
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