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Opioids PwD story

ArtCore

Bluelighter
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Apr 16, 2016
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Hi guys,

Maybe I wouldn’t post this one now if I was reading more before what happened today but :

I came to Bulgaria, hoping that I will stop using subutex after almost a year of daily usage(5-6mg daily ). I jumped into heroin almost instantly( the heroin here is quite crappy but it’s still working for me when I come here for a week or two). Very fast I started to use 9-10 5euros balls per day which was long enough to get me withdrawals after 10 days of using. Here comes part 2 of my plan- I have a doctor who already prescribed me 200 of 20mg oxycodone pills which after tapering I would stop after 2-3 weeks. Ok but I decided not to start them yet so I continued using heroin on a daily basis until today when I have been already decided that that’s my day I will start stopping the heroin. My last shot was around midnight yesterday so I woke this morning not fully withdrawing but just barely yawning and nose running.Instead of starting the Oxys I found 2 8mg subutex pills and for some unknown reason I instantly put half under my tongue thinking that it will stop whatever withdrawals I have.

Oh, boy ……… Half an hour later I started to have full PwD, very powerful, instead of starting little by little it hit me instantly with a full power. Stupid me, I was thinking that is the heroin withdrawal so I took 4 mg more……oh, boy……then 4mg more …... I was even thinking of taking 100-120 mg of oxy on top but something was telling me not to do it . The PwD continued and I couldn’t hold that anymore and I bought 10 bags of heroin. I started shooting this crappy heroin but it wasn’t working at the beginning, maybe at bag number 6-7 I started to feel slightly better.

THEN I started to read some threads from here and I got answers to my questions and doubts.

So, after 10 days of using heroin, 7-8 hours after my last dose , 12 mg of bupe put me to hell, literary.


Just be careful with bupe after opiates.Really.

Thank you guys for this godsend forum, I have always appreciated it.
 
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