Ice always hits me when I breathe out. Hold it in for as long as I can, exhale, and I can almost feel the dopamine being squeezed out my brain. I get a smile on my face and at that moment I know for sure why I do this. It's the only time I'm sure of anything. But on this razor edge euphoria sits right next to despair. I don't know how to avoid it but to keep one step ahead of it. But each day it seems to catch up, one step closer each time, until it touches me and it's got me and it's almost taken over, and I don't know what to do but run even faster, because I can't take this...
People told me slow my roll. I'm screaming out fuck that
Imma do just what I want, lookin' ahead no turnin' back
If I fall, if I die, know I lived it to the fullest
If I fall, if I die, know I lived and missed some bullets
I'm on the pursuit of happiness and I know everything that shine ain't always gonna be gold, hey
I'll be fine once I get a hit, I'll be good...
People told me slow my roll. I'm screaming out fuck that
Imma do just what I want, lookin' ahead no turnin' back
If I fall, if I die, know I lived it to the fullest
If I fall, if I die, know I lived and missed some bullets
I'm on the pursuit of happiness and I know everything that shine ain't always gonna be gold, hey
I'll be fine once I get a hit, I'll be good...