I know this seems crazy.. but I swear a couple times I accidently took sub too quick and went through horrible withdrawal. Where I wanted to die... So I found a way to get dope, and when I took dope it took the w/ds away. and I am pretty sure the next morning I woke up fine.. I can't remember though.
I have about 3 bags.. and I am just tired of doing this.. I just started a really good job.. and I dont have time to go to detox and start all over. Im not that addicted.. but addicted enough where i get semi withdrawal symptoms and feel like hell mentally.
Now I work at 9am.. and I used at 700pm because i just wasnt feeling great. I have a little piece of sub.. and I am wondering if I take it in the morning.. (Which i did this recently) It wasn't enough time and I went through a weak precipiated withdrawal. Not super bad, but I still became very panicky and used dope to stop it.
If I wake up, at 8am, do the sub.. start the pre w/d and wait till 830 and take the bags of dope I have, it should make me feel okay, not high , a little buzzed but thats it.
Since it pretty much puts you through an instant w/d.. would I wake up the next morning feeling bad withdrawals again? Also, I've never taken sub, pre w/d and taken heroin soon after. I am scared that if I take sub, and use heroin too soon, the sub will still be ripping heroin off subs and possibly screw up the heroin i shoot.
This is all very stressful.. and I've struggled really hard waiting 24 hours to use sub... If I don't decide to do it.. and do the bags tomorrow.. I will feel like shit by 5pm, and I pray to god I can make it until the morning to take my sub. Also, if by chance I decide to make it 24 hours and take the sub... I want to be done with drugs... How long and how much of sub can I take to eliminate heroin w/d? 4-6 days of taking half a sub? 1 sub? Any suggestions please. I know this is a lot of questions.. but I want the best answer.. I am done with this shit! I want my life back!
I have about 3 bags.. and I am just tired of doing this.. I just started a really good job.. and I dont have time to go to detox and start all over. Im not that addicted.. but addicted enough where i get semi withdrawal symptoms and feel like hell mentally.
Now I work at 9am.. and I used at 700pm because i just wasnt feeling great. I have a little piece of sub.. and I am wondering if I take it in the morning.. (Which i did this recently) It wasn't enough time and I went through a weak precipiated withdrawal. Not super bad, but I still became very panicky and used dope to stop it.
If I wake up, at 8am, do the sub.. start the pre w/d and wait till 830 and take the bags of dope I have, it should make me feel okay, not high , a little buzzed but thats it.
Since it pretty much puts you through an instant w/d.. would I wake up the next morning feeling bad withdrawals again? Also, I've never taken sub, pre w/d and taken heroin soon after. I am scared that if I take sub, and use heroin too soon, the sub will still be ripping heroin off subs and possibly screw up the heroin i shoot.
This is all very stressful.. and I've struggled really hard waiting 24 hours to use sub... If I don't decide to do it.. and do the bags tomorrow.. I will feel like shit by 5pm, and I pray to god I can make it until the morning to take my sub. Also, if by chance I decide to make it 24 hours and take the sub... I want to be done with drugs... How long and how much of sub can I take to eliminate heroin w/d? 4-6 days of taking half a sub? 1 sub? Any suggestions please. I know this is a lot of questions.. but I want the best answer.. I am done with this shit! I want my life back!

