Kallisti23
Bluelighter
I'm not sure if this is the correct forum to be posting this in so feel free to take it down or move it if it's not. I guess it?s essentially a philosophical musing written whilst under the influence. Usually downers (especially benzo's) don't induce such lofty thoughts in me, in fact generally they have quite the opposite effect and numb my active mind. It could be due to the cannabis, and possibly because some of the acid and 2cb I took last night is still floating around in my consciousness.
It would be interesting to see though whether anyone else has any views on the benefit of experiencing Altered States of Consciousness and if they think there is any practical usefulness to it?
Disclaimer: Everything written bellow was a spontaneous stream of consciousness writing splurge, and based complete conjecture and the flakey musings of a perturbed mind. It should not be taken as necessarily representing my views on the subject, but just one possible view. This was written whilst under the influence of alprazolam, codeine, and cannabis.
Some people just love rummaging in the filth, the lower states of conscious existence, getting obliterated on assorted downers - carriers of the mind of the void and the unicellular. Sink down to amoeboid numb unthinking Isness - float along the bottom of society, feelers reaching bellow the assembly-line walk of the straights, feeding off the dirt and silt discarded and seeping from their dark Id. Too shallow to be verbalised, too primal to coat itself in arbitrary word form, there exists some pure fuzzy guiding soft spark of felt consciousness that exists deep beyond the confines of blind-faith living. Unthinking, dumb, and blissful, one foot in the void, it is the pure Ego-Trip, but a purely individual Ego with no care for domination of others of social advancements. Sole experience of self. Selfish bliss through obliteration.
It is not the only level of existence just one of many, and certainly not one to get stuck in. You are essentially regressing to the consciousness of a being lower down along the evolutionary-intelligence ladder. But every form of existential experience experienced by our ancestors is useful to be aware of so as to be able to be utilised in the appropriate setting. All levels of experience and consciousness past and future could live on through our genetic memory and shape us to some extent whether we our conscious of it or not. It could be advisable to get familiar with these states throughout life on this earth, and that doesn't necessarily have to involve drugs. Even if they don't immediately appear useful during our terrestrial life right here right now, who knows what our future will bring?
It would be interesting to see though whether anyone else has any views on the benefit of experiencing Altered States of Consciousness and if they think there is any practical usefulness to it?
Disclaimer: Everything written bellow was a spontaneous stream of consciousness writing splurge, and based complete conjecture and the flakey musings of a perturbed mind. It should not be taken as necessarily representing my views on the subject, but just one possible view. This was written whilst under the influence of alprazolam, codeine, and cannabis.
Some people just love rummaging in the filth, the lower states of conscious existence, getting obliterated on assorted downers - carriers of the mind of the void and the unicellular. Sink down to amoeboid numb unthinking Isness - float along the bottom of society, feelers reaching bellow the assembly-line walk of the straights, feeding off the dirt and silt discarded and seeping from their dark Id. Too shallow to be verbalised, too primal to coat itself in arbitrary word form, there exists some pure fuzzy guiding soft spark of felt consciousness that exists deep beyond the confines of blind-faith living. Unthinking, dumb, and blissful, one foot in the void, it is the pure Ego-Trip, but a purely individual Ego with no care for domination of others of social advancements. Sole experience of self. Selfish bliss through obliteration.
It is not the only level of existence just one of many, and certainly not one to get stuck in. You are essentially regressing to the consciousness of a being lower down along the evolutionary-intelligence ladder. But every form of existential experience experienced by our ancestors is useful to be aware of so as to be able to be utilised in the appropriate setting. All levels of experience and consciousness past and future could live on through our genetic memory and shape us to some extent whether we our conscious of it or not. It could be advisable to get familiar with these states throughout life on this earth, and that doesn't necessarily have to involve drugs. Even if they don't immediately appear useful during our terrestrial life right here right now, who knows what our future will bring?
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