betheblueberry
Greenlighter
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- Jul 10, 2023
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Hi all. Iv been sober for 10 years. The past 3 months started enjoying myself and partieing again. 3x MDMA nights, Multiple ketamine days and nights, mixing drugs etc. Wednesday last week diagnosed with a pulminory embolism. Doctors are saying it could be the drugs Iv bashed in the last 3 months? How likely could this be being how short term it’s been? I’m 29 years old, size 12-14, very active person but ex smoker of 3 weeks. More then likely the fags right? I’m going to go for blood tests to see if I have any blood clotting disorders, and on blood thinners for 6 months. But my question is, do you think it would be a silly mistake to occasionally enjoy some mandy nights after my treatment has finished? I’m never going to pick a cigarette up again, and not going to snort anything, but maybe few mandy nights, and shrooms should be ok?
I just don’t want to be completely sober the rest of my life I enjoy having the release and letting go that comes with recreational drug use. As long as it’s done safely and not turned into a habit. (I don’t drink). At the same time I obviously don’t want a heart attack or another blood clot.
How safe do you think it would be or you reckon I should just stop and never look back?
I just don’t want to be completely sober the rest of my life I enjoy having the release and letting go that comes with recreational drug use. As long as it’s done safely and not turned into a habit. (I don’t drink). At the same time I obviously don’t want a heart attack or another blood clot.
How safe do you think it would be or you reckon I should just stop and never look back?