why are psychs the most futile/useless for you, abject?
can you describe what you don't like about them?
i think people are destined for certain drugs.
mushrooms are hugely beneficial, for me.
They just don't offer any value. I have only tried acid a couple of times, but it just put me in an ungrounded/gullible mindstate and really lowered my ability to use logic.
I have only done mushrooms a decent amount of times in one season, and once at another time period. The first time I ate shrooms was pleasant, very subtle effects as I couldn't stomach any more (i was eating them as we were hunting and only brought a couple of bananas with me) but even then I was questioning quite rudimentary things (i.e. how does gravity work again)
When I think of any other drug I've done, be it tobacco and alcohol or something much more substantial, I can think of examples where all other drugs I've tried have given me something - been useful. Being able to take a step back and get my head closer to my neck, when it comes to nicotine, or the inhibition of alcohol.
I went into my first true psychedelic experience (i'd already tried dissociatives at this stage) expecting it to be spiritual/meaningful/substantial (as it's so commonly portrayed.) My favourite part of the trip was the invigoration I felt early on. Once my thinking started to become affected, there was nothing other than isolation and existential "realisations" which actually set me back as far as progressing as a person.
On other trips, again my capacity for understanding was diminished, as if my sense of logic and knowledge had been melted, and I would believe crazy thoughts - which would then make me question how valid conviction is, and how certain I could be of anything. Not to mention the realisation that we couldn't truly communicate anything.
The only thing I learnt from psychedelics was that my expectations probably compounded the issue when the experience was so empty and trivial, and so to not expect (so) much of an experience (whether it's a drug, concert, book, person, or anything else I guess)
Dissociatives on the other hand showed me a level of introspection, empathy, and appreciation like nothing else. Though I don't feel they're spiritual either.
I am just interested to hear how psychedelics were spiritual/useful to you guys? In what manner? By what means?