Everlasting
Bluelighter
Misunderstanding point. Research that talks about threads in common themes & such. I don't really want to recount my readings just putting it out there & in support of the opinion as an actually educated viewpoint IMHO
love the freedom of lysergamides
beam me up beelzebub!
Not ketamine actually, mostly PCP in this case if my memory serves. But yeah, disso abuse has the highest probability of making you crazy of pretty much any drug, IMO.
Yep, dissos are their own unique and powerful flavor of disinhibition.Not ketamine actually, mostly PCP in this case if my memory serves. But yeah, disso abuse has the highest probability of making you crazy of pretty much any drug, IMO.
He is not a troll. Actually a really nice and capable Bluelighter. The only problem I see is his affiliation with Christianity.
Yeah I was about to say, the OP isn't a troll, unfortunately. Just a longtime poster who has really exacerbated mental issues with dissociatives.
I'm more against the violence, misogyny and racism. My mom is a Christian, and she's amazing, she has been working in her church to accept people of all kinds for many years (successfully) and she doesn't have hate in her heart for anyone. She basically stands in opposition to all of the things that you and I would say are problems being caused by Christianity today in our culture. She helps me realize that the problem is people using it for social control purposes, and the millions of scared and angry people too brainwashed/unwilling to give enough effort into realizing how damaging hatred is. Christians aren't the problem. Isms are the problem, the division of us vs them.
Yeah it's a complex issue. I'd like for everyone to just think for themselves... that would be nice. If you're gonna dislike or hate someone, it should be because they personally did something to you to deserve it. Unfortunately spirituality and thus religion is the most potent and ground-level way of controlling people. If you control their very souls, they'll do or think anything for you. And there are always those sociopathic power mongers among us, looking for anything to hold dominion over everyone. There is simply no better way than through spirituality. Religion is simply the codification of spiritual rules for the purpose of dictating to others what to believe. There is no more powerful motivator than fear of eternal damnation, or lust for eternal rewards.
But thoughts like these, they're satan manifesting his will through my nonbeliever ass... don't listen to me. Reason is the tool of the devil. Drink your kool-aid and sit down, if you keep questioning, Jesus is gonna hear you and tell his dad, and trust me, you don't want that. The lake of fire* beckons...
* Doesn't "lake" imply that it's localized? Maybe all the people in hell need to just start walking in one direction, as long as it's away from the lake. Could be there's beautiful verdant rainforests and cool, majestic mountains if you just walk away from the lake. Maybe hell is a grand place, and you get dropped off at the lake until you're ready to open your eyes and stop feeling like you need to be punished for some stupid shit that a bunch of sinister humans wrote to keep control over the masses?
Now, an ocean of fire... that's a different story. I'd try to avoid one of those altogether.