^after a couple months of seroquel, there's not an antihistamine that'll touch my psychedelic induced insomnia

. I'd get more seroquel but i'd rather just deal with the insomnia than wake up feeling like i've been run over by a garbage truck.
if i'm not tripping i won't regularly have insomnia (not anymore at least), even if i am on dexedrine everyday, it seems to tire me out when it wears off. If i trip instead (i won't mix dexedrine with psychs), there's just nothing that will slow me down, except antipsychotics which i'd prefer not to use.
I ran out of my hydroxyzine script and my dr is an asshole so i am taking diphenhydramine (benadryl) to sleep normally again, but when tripping, i could take 100mg hydroxyzine, 100mg benadryl, 7.5mg zopiclone, tons of etizolam/lorazepam and i'd just end up a walking zombie. Hydroxyzine will kill a trip but won't knock me out, sometimes even 75mg of seroquel wouldn't do it, i'd just end up even more fucked up. Eventually i do pass out, usually at 26-30 hours after the trip hits. Then i end up sleeping for at least 12 hours afterwards due to all the sleep meds and it completely fucks up my routine.
It's those god damn long lasting phenethylamines that cause the most trouble but i had the same issues with 5-meo-mipt and 4-aco-dmt, i'll stick to gentle short acting tryptamines like 4-ho-met until something better comes around.
thanks for all the thoughtful replies though
