Depressicaa
Bluelighter
I have quite a few questions. I'm planning on using them to reset my mind.
I posted a few threads like what is the best benzo for anxiety, and life doesn't work without amps. I'm relatively healthy, mentally too now (I think, who knows for sure).
I posted something like this in TDS before having a constant supply to a psychedelic (2CE at this point). Stim Benzo I still use both of them. Not everyday, Usually a day when I do use consists of up to 15mg Dexedrine, and 10mg Adderall, Klonopin usage has been usually around the .5mg or lower range.
I'm not trying to run away from my life. I'm determined to face challenges and I'm trying to use this as a tool to better my quality of life while also breaking away from bad habits. I have poor habits that I feel psychedelics will reset every once in a while.
How long is the afterglow?
I've heard that the afterglow is long lasting, sometimes a lifetime. However I feel that it goes away. What is your experience? Does it matter what psychedelic you do?
What is a psychedelic experience?
I have not had my ego die, I have not had much visuals even with canabanoids. I don't mind anymore, I like them the way they are, but would really like to have visuals. Its just icing on the cake at this point, the cake by itself is delicious. So far I've had my social problems disappear and life is enjoyable even without stimulants sometimes. I prefer taking them but I think they work better now, maybe because I have a direction in my life.
Any suggestions on good ones that I can use to reset my mind?
I am planning on acquiring some psychedelics to reset my mind. Ketamine, aMT, DMT, 2C-xx (Tried 2C-E so far), bk-MDMA, mushrooms. Everything except K is easy enough to get. I would like the traditional ones as well, but LSD and X are kinda hard to find for me.
What can I expect from long term effects?
I plan on shuffling them, I have no idea what kind of schedule to follow though. I'm pretty sure I won't fry my brain, but I could cause some permanent changes, I do not know what they would be though.
Is this an effective treatment for ADD?
I found that Adderall and Dexedrine have just been fun OCD, forcing me to enjoy things, but also giving OCD the opposite of ADD. That isn't an effective treatment if it just lets me enjoy life, I want to achieve things. I found every experience different, really enjoy it as I have ADD and if a drug (class) is different all the time, wow thats the perfect treatment!
Any common bad effects?
I've had bad trips before. I don't mind them at all. I can say at the end I would redo all of them. Not all have been helpful, but I would never go back in a time machine and undo them. I have HPPD, I actually like it. I don't mind it at all. I don't know if its a link to something serious, but I doubt it. Its like becoming a child and noticing that life is a video game, slight movements have always caught my senses (I wake up at the slightest sound) but these are really enjoyable and I wouldn't care if they persisted or gotten 'worst' if you call it a problem. Maybe my ADD is causing me to like that reality warps every once in a while.
Mixers.
Asking for any good combination that can have a huge impact. Since I have access to my prescription, I will most likely take them with it, unless its a bad idea. What happens with stimulants and psychedelics? I expect Klonopin will take me out of a bad trip, but I don't even care if they're bad. Is there any merit to taking it on a benzo? Should I avoid that altogether?
Any other suggestions are very welcome. I am in no way spiritual and nothing will offend me. Post without holding back (call me names if you wanna haha), thanks!
If you have your own success stories please tell me about it. Link to your thread, or post it here, I would
LOVE to read on it.
I posted a few threads like what is the best benzo for anxiety, and life doesn't work without amps. I'm relatively healthy, mentally too now (I think, who knows for sure).
I posted something like this in TDS before having a constant supply to a psychedelic (2CE at this point). Stim Benzo I still use both of them. Not everyday, Usually a day when I do use consists of up to 15mg Dexedrine, and 10mg Adderall, Klonopin usage has been usually around the .5mg or lower range.
I'm not trying to run away from my life. I'm determined to face challenges and I'm trying to use this as a tool to better my quality of life while also breaking away from bad habits. I have poor habits that I feel psychedelics will reset every once in a while.
How long is the afterglow?
I've heard that the afterglow is long lasting, sometimes a lifetime. However I feel that it goes away. What is your experience? Does it matter what psychedelic you do?
What is a psychedelic experience?
I have not had my ego die, I have not had much visuals even with canabanoids. I don't mind anymore, I like them the way they are, but would really like to have visuals. Its just icing on the cake at this point, the cake by itself is delicious. So far I've had my social problems disappear and life is enjoyable even without stimulants sometimes. I prefer taking them but I think they work better now, maybe because I have a direction in my life.
Any suggestions on good ones that I can use to reset my mind?
I am planning on acquiring some psychedelics to reset my mind. Ketamine, aMT, DMT, 2C-xx (Tried 2C-E so far), bk-MDMA, mushrooms. Everything except K is easy enough to get. I would like the traditional ones as well, but LSD and X are kinda hard to find for me.
What can I expect from long term effects?
I plan on shuffling them, I have no idea what kind of schedule to follow though. I'm pretty sure I won't fry my brain, but I could cause some permanent changes, I do not know what they would be though.
Is this an effective treatment for ADD?
I found that Adderall and Dexedrine have just been fun OCD, forcing me to enjoy things, but also giving OCD the opposite of ADD. That isn't an effective treatment if it just lets me enjoy life, I want to achieve things. I found every experience different, really enjoy it as I have ADD and if a drug (class) is different all the time, wow thats the perfect treatment!
Any common bad effects?
I've had bad trips before. I don't mind them at all. I can say at the end I would redo all of them. Not all have been helpful, but I would never go back in a time machine and undo them. I have HPPD, I actually like it. I don't mind it at all. I don't know if its a link to something serious, but I doubt it. Its like becoming a child and noticing that life is a video game, slight movements have always caught my senses (I wake up at the slightest sound) but these are really enjoyable and I wouldn't care if they persisted or gotten 'worst' if you call it a problem. Maybe my ADD is causing me to like that reality warps every once in a while.
Mixers.
Asking for any good combination that can have a huge impact. Since I have access to my prescription, I will most likely take them with it, unless its a bad idea. What happens with stimulants and psychedelics? I expect Klonopin will take me out of a bad trip, but I don't even care if they're bad. Is there any merit to taking it on a benzo? Should I avoid that altogether?
Any other suggestions are very welcome. I am in no way spiritual and nothing will offend me. Post without holding back (call me names if you wanna haha), thanks!
If you have your own success stories please tell me about it. Link to your thread, or post it here, I would
LOVE to read on it.
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