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[Royboy91]

Hi there guys! I'm Royboy and I am super pumped to join this community as its where I get all my info from when I'm experimenting with new bits and bobs.
A bit about me? Well, sadly, I did suffer from alcoholism for five years before getting clean at the beginning of 2016. From the day I got out of rehab I vowed to never touch alcohol again and I haven't! However, I love my druuuugs! Haha . I'm a fan of benzo's etc. "dopey stuff", love a properly made hash yogurt (hit me up for my recipe that will have you couch locked for a day+) and I am awaiting Kava Kava to arrive from Hawaii.
I consider myself athletic and take many supplements (no steroids though) so I experiment on that side too. Just excited to get in and about this forum, read blogs and have people read mine.
Peace and Love,
Royboy91

 

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i'm super pumped you decided to join bluelight !! it's wayy better then the 'others'. here you actully have a voice, and get to say whats on your mind. without getting into to much trouble..hehe

hey! i suffer from alcoholisim and addiction too, and sadly i love drugs, and everything else related to that life style. i once was a fan of benzos until i saw how it effected my friends, hell 1 bar here n there would be cool, once it turned into 3,6 bars a sitting and going all the way up to 10+ bars per sitting, waking up in jails and seizures thats when it wasn't so much fun anymore .
i still have fun tho. i got people coming up to me after meetings telling me that my story gives them hope. and isn't that what it's about?

hey kava kava is good stuff! i have taken it many times, until i relised how dangerous it was to mix kavakava with lortabs and since i was popping 5+ of those a day on top of a handful of kavakava capsules..once day i woke up ouchie.
hey, theres some supplement called N-acetylcysteine, i hear is good for hangovers lol.

hey welcome to bluelight again! and type stuff in the search box up top to well,search for shit. ha

peace

 

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Welcome!

 

[Drink_Tea_Love_Cat]

just to say hello and welcome, I'm new too and so - karma - hope to get some hellos in my first post too :D

quick couple points as I have skimmed your posts guys.

Benzos are the hardest drugs to withdraw from, pretty much period. Only solution is a long long long taper. I did a sudden cold turkey from backstreet benzos I was addicted to (like the ones mass produced in pakistan and made from random benzo powder mixes that get your super high, but then with a nice looking label on them) I now have permanent anxiety and "brain zaps". Just take care and source carefully. Crazy that the docs give them out like sweeties. (to feed big pharma).

My philosophy is that drugs are tools, and you can use a knife to cut up your food or to hunt, or you can cut yourself and do real damage. These days I'm exploring various drugs to help me with anxiety, and still into a bit of measured recreational. I 2nd the kava, just get the real stuff, the capsules are a waste, make sure you find a good vendor who knows their noble kava source. Great for short term anxiety and withdrawal assistance or sleep I haven't ever used it everyday but wondered if it would become habit forming or, give you anxiety on the off days if you ran out. Would be interested to know.

best wishes, welcome

 

[Royboy91]

All my benzos are pharma grade... Activis usually and I never go mad on them or take em for days on end. Just a couple here and there if things are swamping me or I wanna chill out and really get into a video game. Anxiety and depression came with my alcohol abuse and never left once I got sober. So I'm constantly combating them. As for kava I haven't tried it but I sourced some from a few kava forums and I'm waiting for it to arrive. Always looking for a good benzo substitute tho... I'm on a few grams of valerian tonight for example. Haha.
Peace. X