johnloperamide
Bluelighter
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- Apr 18, 2015
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So after maybe 1.5 month of 4-5 times a week of usage I decided to finally quit and I am now at 108 hours without dosing, 4.5 days and the last 2 days have been complete hell, I felt like I had a fever all day yesterday but I didn't really and today well I did have a fucking fever all day, just barely though but still.. The last 2 nights have been just horrible, I've taken benadryl to sleep every night so far and 2 nights ago was the worst, it gave me this horrible restless feeling and in addition to his fever sensation I got going on I slept like 3 hours and I would wake up feeling like absolute death.. Last night was better, didn't get the restlessness feeling but I did wake up several times with the worst feeling.. Right now I feel like fucking hell, I cannot stand this anymore.. at least tonight I have 1mg of Xanax so I hope it knocks me out completely, I just hope to God I can sleep 10 hours like a baby.. How much longer will this last?? I'm not getting any mental symptoms btw, no depression or anxiety just the physical hell
ha it's funny I left the stopwatch running in my phone since I last dosed cause I would use it to count the 3 minutes I would shake the bottle with the poppy seeds and it said 109 hours, happy accident, I will leave it running
ha it's funny I left the stopwatch running in my phone since I last dosed cause I would use it to count the 3 minutes I would shake the bottle with the poppy seeds and it said 109 hours, happy accident, I will leave it running
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