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(psilocybin cubensies) unknown dosage - Uninhibited communication

QuasiModo

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A few days ago while hanging out with my girlfriend (henceforth referred to as J) myself and two other friends decided to dose psilocybin mushrooms on a whim. We purchased them a few miles out of town at a friends house and dosed then a few hours later on another good friends 10 acre rural property. We all held hands and said a few words as we ate them, the group was very excited and there was absolutely zero anxiety going into the experience.

About 20 minutes post dosage we split into two groups J and I walked together and spoke of many things while our two other friends explored the property on their own. J is an alcoholic but today she had not drank. For some reason throughout the experience pieces of my attire would suddenly take a sinister character and she would ask that I remove them. My shirt is a death metal logo so I turned it inside out, she asked that I remove my black aviators. I put my foot down when she tasked me with finding a clean white t-shirt to replace the inside out death metal shirt. Nearing the peak J started to feel some anxiety, a she didn't describe any fear but stopped talking for a moment and asked our friend Clara (who was sober) for council, Clara took J to a couch to sit down and collect herself. When I was told J was feeling bad I went over to the couch and held her hand. I told her that what she had taken was a completely benign chemical, that nobody in the history of mankind had died or been harmed simply by ingesting mushrooms like these. Her look of cold fear left her face with my words and turned to the warmest of smiles. She pulled me onto the couch with her and we wrapped our bodies together. We talked about many things, I could not begin to recount the vastness of subjects, both important personal revelations as well as mundane chit chat. Our back and forth is usually rewarding and interesting but this conversation was as deep and warm as lovemaking itself. She told me that on this night she did not want to have sex but to sleep together and be held without going any further. I told her that this was fine and lied when I told her I wasn't horny anyways. My friend Daniel who owns the property then began to spin some drum and bass on his DJ tables in the garage we were in. J normally loves to watch me dance and listen to music but once the music started she departed to the restroom where everyone writes on the walls to do just that and spend some time alone. I danced for close to an hour for Daniels set every so often checking on J to make sure her trip was not taking a dark turn. She was fine the entire time and wrote some really funny stuff on the walls, I had something to indulge my sense of humor every time I returned to check on her.

After it got cold in the later evening our high was tapering off, we met with our two other tripping friends back at the house and talked for the rest of the night about how we all love mushrooms and how we cant wait to have another day like this one. Me and J ended up falling asleep on a spare mattress together with our two other friends close by, we all shared blankets. This was J's first psychedelic experience, our two friends had dosed before when they were drunk so didn't feel much. I am the most experienced of the group. While the dose we took was not
very visual it was amazingly euphoric and opened pathways for a lot of great
communication between me and my girlfriend. I would gladly repeat this experience at the same or higher dosages and hopefully this time J is in the mood because before we dozed off to sleep sitting next to her and holding her gave me one of the longest lasting and most satisfying erections I think I've ever had lol, I do not doubt that sex on mushrooms could be a zesty and satisfying enterprise. One thing we all agreed on at the end of the night was that psilocybin mushrooms grant the indulging body with vast pools of energy :)

Hope you enjoy and are perhaps motivated to get your hands on some. Very satisfying experience.
 
Good report about one of my favorites. After a strong mushroom experience I usually spend the next day evaluating things in my life and gaining new perspective on problems. Thanks for sharing your experience.
 
Thank you :)

This was easily one of my most positive psychedelic experiences, for me there was not even one moment of anxiety or tension. A complete release.

A little backstory I had forgotten to mention in my haste; last Friday J's ex female lover and best friend choked on her own vomit and died in her sleep after a night of partying. It had been on her mind for a while to quit drinking and on this trip after we talked about said friend who had passed away was when J told me and called her friends to say she was going to quit drinking. Since then she has drank once but then didn't for four days, which is amazing because for the last 4 years or so she has basically been blackout drunk at least once a day. I am really excited about this because it was a 2 tab LSD trip which motivated me to quit abusing opiates a few years back, haven't touched the needle since.

more peace, more love
Q_M
 
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