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Psilocin & Ketamine - First time - The New Religion / "Be intense(ly) in the moment"
This is a companion trip report to MissVee's "Ketamine + Psilocin: Everything In It's Right Place", an awesome trip report which details my girlfriend's ++++ experience on the same combination and doses.
Set and Setting
Having spent the entire day moving we were physically exhausted and ready to christen the new apartment. We finally had a place to ourselves, something we could nurture with our own creativity, free of roommates! Free of having to move more heavy furniture, free of all the stresses of the previous weeks...
I should note that we had both been eating Piracetam and Choline on a daily basis.
What to do?
Somehow the idea of tripping came up. And by "somehow", I mean we were obviously going to trip on this fine evening. It was already 8:00pm or so, so what could we do that would be short... 5meoMiPT? Nah... 4acoDMT? Hmmm... what about this little bit of Psilocin I had saved for a special occasion? MissVee was a little weary of trying something new but I assured her that it would probably be rather similar to 4acoDMT, a compound we are both familiar and comfortable with.
14-15mg seemed like a good dose to take, so that's what was dished out. I ate mine without a gelcap and chased it with water, and encouraged MissVee to do the same to avoid the wait-time of a gel cap dissolving in one's belly.
Two (2!) minutes later I was feeling it. Fastest come-up on a psychedelic ever! It began as a tingly sensation between my eyes, and this quickly spread throughout my cranium and body. Within 10 minutes I felt like I was already drawing strong parallels between psilocin and MDMA, as an absolutely glowing and sensual energy was pulsing through me. Feelings of total contentedness and peace quickly followed. I soon felt a little bit like jello as I curled up on a Papisan chair, where I would spend most of the evening
MissVee took a few minutes longer to feel it than I did, and she got a little upset stomach due to the fact that her stomach doesn't like a lot of things, and she had bad sushi the night before on top of that.
However, I had never felt as pure and clean of a trip as this. And this is where the comparisons to MDMA stopped. Yes both provide a feeling of ecstasy... however psilocin's was much more real, pure, and felt like a true gift to be under it's influence. MDMA on the other hand, I do not consider a true psychedelic, more of a neurotoxin and deleriant IMO. Yes it can be fun and yes it can be therapeutic, but its dark side and potential for abuse is nothing to scoff at. Pure psilocin felt absolutely like a molecular gift from the benevolent universe.
I began to think about mushrooms and how fucking cool they are to make this stuff on their own. This trip has got me totally interested in eating mushrooms again, something which I had put aside more or less for a few years as I'd grown weary of their unpredictability and occasional gut-rot feelings.
My CEVs were not overwhelming but they were beautiful. Fractal patterns, beautiful flowing fractal art, and heavenly scenes were etched in my minds eye, reminiscent of mushroom CEVs, but at a slower, more peaceful pace. Could have just been my frame of mind at the time.
Open eye visuals were not dramatic, but incredibly fascinating as I had never experienced Psilocin in its pure form before. I found the visuals to be "calmer" than mushrooms.. and somewhat less "sparkly" than 4acoDMT. As with all aspects of this trip, the visuals appeared pure and clean. The DMT-base of this molecule certainly showed itself though -- for a moment I looked MissVee in the face and she began to take on the appearance of a fairy. Not that she isn't gorgeous to begin with
The differences with this and 4acoDMT were mostly felt in the "buzz frequency"... that is, most "body buzzes" seem to be felt at a certain frequency, almost like a monitor refresh rate can be measured in Hz, so can a buzz. Psilocin was felt at a higher frequency, creating an even smoother and warmer body sensation. It's energy was fluid and flowing, as opposed to the electric or energetic feeling of some other psychedelics.
About 3 hours in, after lots of laughing and remarking how awesome both Psilocin and our new apartment are, I got the idea to do some Ketamine. I won't write much about this right now, but lately I have found that DMT and DMT-based molecules combined with Ketamine to be hands down the absolute best kind of trip I can experience.
Around this time MissVee got suddenly and intensely horny, as I was preparing Ketamine for her to insufflate and for myself to eat. So I swallowed my gel-cap and told her, "You've got 20 minutes". And what an absolutely blast the following 20 minutes were! Seriously, screw MDMA and drugs that get in the way of attaining proper wood
By the time we were done with all that, my Ketamine was starting to kick in and she sniffed her 190mg line.
Within 5 minutes she was having an incredible ++++ soul healing experience. Please read her trip report. I found it a rare and unusual gift to witness somebody, especially someone I love, go through something so beautiful.
She was trying to describe what she was going through as she was in a psilocin-K-hole and, as I was slipping into some kind of state myself, I said "Everything in its right place". It seemed fitting at the time, although in my mind I was making a partial reference to Radiohead and I must have found myself clever. But really. Everything in its right place. To feel this after some of the hard times we have been going through was absolutely the most peaceful feeling.
I had eaten maybe 600mg or so, and was quickly on my way to a most beautiful and peaceful hole. I slipped in slowly and gradually as the psilocin spread out across a ketamine landscape. I felt absolutely blessed by the universe. One very clear thought persisted in my mind --
"Be intense(ly) -- in the moment"
Recently I had SomeKindaLove over and we discussed revelations and delusions that can be realized under the influence of psychedelics. This was no delusion, friends. This struck my powerfully as a life lesson. Of course I have read Be Here Now years ago. But never with such inspiration force has "Be intense(ly) -- in the moment" struck me as a true life mantra.
I half-joked about starting a new 21st century religion in which we could recruit people to do Ketamine and DMT. Although under this combinations' amazing influence I'm quite sure I wasn't joking at the time!
It's hard to describe my Ketamine+Psilocin hole, as it defys the laws of physics and conventional reason. I can say it feels like the Ketamine acts as a catalyst for the Psilocin to work its healing magic. Same with Ketamine+DMT. It was an absolutely anxiety-less experience. It felt like I was tapped into the core of the universal framework and receiving constant blessings as everything good I knew was reaffirmed and all the questions I knew I could not answer were forgotten about.
"Be Intense(ly) -- In the Moment" was all that mattered.
It took me quite a long time to come down from my large oral Ketamine dose, and MissVee was coherent quite a while before I was. We passed around ganja and continued to feel the vibe for a while until we went to bed around 2:30 or so, just over 5 hours since we took the Psilocin.
The New Religion
There are only two pillars to the new religion, and I encourage everyone to seek out their own inspiration.
1. Be Intense(ly) -- In the Moment"
Living any other way is just an illusion, a distraction, and a sacrifice.
2. Take DMT/Psilocin/4acoDMT + Ketamine whenever you forget!
That's it. May love and light find you all.
This is a companion trip report to MissVee's "Ketamine + Psilocin: Everything In It's Right Place", an awesome trip report which details my girlfriend's ++++ experience on the same combination and doses.
Set and Setting
Having spent the entire day moving we were physically exhausted and ready to christen the new apartment. We finally had a place to ourselves, something we could nurture with our own creativity, free of roommates! Free of having to move more heavy furniture, free of all the stresses of the previous weeks...
I should note that we had both been eating Piracetam and Choline on a daily basis.
What to do?
Somehow the idea of tripping came up. And by "somehow", I mean we were obviously going to trip on this fine evening. It was already 8:00pm or so, so what could we do that would be short... 5meoMiPT? Nah... 4acoDMT? Hmmm... what about this little bit of Psilocin I had saved for a special occasion? MissVee was a little weary of trying something new but I assured her that it would probably be rather similar to 4acoDMT, a compound we are both familiar and comfortable with.
14-15mg seemed like a good dose to take, so that's what was dished out. I ate mine without a gelcap and chased it with water, and encouraged MissVee to do the same to avoid the wait-time of a gel cap dissolving in one's belly.
Two (2!) minutes later I was feeling it. Fastest come-up on a psychedelic ever! It began as a tingly sensation between my eyes, and this quickly spread throughout my cranium and body. Within 10 minutes I felt like I was already drawing strong parallels between psilocin and MDMA, as an absolutely glowing and sensual energy was pulsing through me. Feelings of total contentedness and peace quickly followed. I soon felt a little bit like jello as I curled up on a Papisan chair, where I would spend most of the evening
MissVee took a few minutes longer to feel it than I did, and she got a little upset stomach due to the fact that her stomach doesn't like a lot of things, and she had bad sushi the night before on top of that.
However, I had never felt as pure and clean of a trip as this. And this is where the comparisons to MDMA stopped. Yes both provide a feeling of ecstasy... however psilocin's was much more real, pure, and felt like a true gift to be under it's influence. MDMA on the other hand, I do not consider a true psychedelic, more of a neurotoxin and deleriant IMO. Yes it can be fun and yes it can be therapeutic, but its dark side and potential for abuse is nothing to scoff at. Pure psilocin felt absolutely like a molecular gift from the benevolent universe.
I began to think about mushrooms and how fucking cool they are to make this stuff on their own. This trip has got me totally interested in eating mushrooms again, something which I had put aside more or less for a few years as I'd grown weary of their unpredictability and occasional gut-rot feelings.
My CEVs were not overwhelming but they were beautiful. Fractal patterns, beautiful flowing fractal art, and heavenly scenes were etched in my minds eye, reminiscent of mushroom CEVs, but at a slower, more peaceful pace. Could have just been my frame of mind at the time.
Open eye visuals were not dramatic, but incredibly fascinating as I had never experienced Psilocin in its pure form before. I found the visuals to be "calmer" than mushrooms.. and somewhat less "sparkly" than 4acoDMT. As with all aspects of this trip, the visuals appeared pure and clean. The DMT-base of this molecule certainly showed itself though -- for a moment I looked MissVee in the face and she began to take on the appearance of a fairy. Not that she isn't gorgeous to begin with
The differences with this and 4acoDMT were mostly felt in the "buzz frequency"... that is, most "body buzzes" seem to be felt at a certain frequency, almost like a monitor refresh rate can be measured in Hz, so can a buzz. Psilocin was felt at a higher frequency, creating an even smoother and warmer body sensation. It's energy was fluid and flowing, as opposed to the electric or energetic feeling of some other psychedelics.
About 3 hours in, after lots of laughing and remarking how awesome both Psilocin and our new apartment are, I got the idea to do some Ketamine. I won't write much about this right now, but lately I have found that DMT and DMT-based molecules combined with Ketamine to be hands down the absolute best kind of trip I can experience.
Around this time MissVee got suddenly and intensely horny, as I was preparing Ketamine for her to insufflate and for myself to eat. So I swallowed my gel-cap and told her, "You've got 20 minutes". And what an absolutely blast the following 20 minutes were! Seriously, screw MDMA and drugs that get in the way of attaining proper wood
By the time we were done with all that, my Ketamine was starting to kick in and she sniffed her 190mg line.
Within 5 minutes she was having an incredible ++++ soul healing experience. Please read her trip report. I found it a rare and unusual gift to witness somebody, especially someone I love, go through something so beautiful.
She was trying to describe what she was going through as she was in a psilocin-K-hole and, as I was slipping into some kind of state myself, I said "Everything in its right place". It seemed fitting at the time, although in my mind I was making a partial reference to Radiohead and I must have found myself clever. But really. Everything in its right place. To feel this after some of the hard times we have been going through was absolutely the most peaceful feeling.
I had eaten maybe 600mg or so, and was quickly on my way to a most beautiful and peaceful hole. I slipped in slowly and gradually as the psilocin spread out across a ketamine landscape. I felt absolutely blessed by the universe. One very clear thought persisted in my mind --
"Be intense(ly) -- in the moment"
Recently I had SomeKindaLove over and we discussed revelations and delusions that can be realized under the influence of psychedelics. This was no delusion, friends. This struck my powerfully as a life lesson. Of course I have read Be Here Now years ago. But never with such inspiration force has "Be intense(ly) -- in the moment" struck me as a true life mantra.
I half-joked about starting a new 21st century religion in which we could recruit people to do Ketamine and DMT. Although under this combinations' amazing influence I'm quite sure I wasn't joking at the time!
It's hard to describe my Ketamine+Psilocin hole, as it defys the laws of physics and conventional reason. I can say it feels like the Ketamine acts as a catalyst for the Psilocin to work its healing magic. Same with Ketamine+DMT. It was an absolutely anxiety-less experience. It felt like I was tapped into the core of the universal framework and receiving constant blessings as everything good I knew was reaffirmed and all the questions I knew I could not answer were forgotten about.
"Be Intense(ly) -- In the Moment" was all that mattered.
It took me quite a long time to come down from my large oral Ketamine dose, and MissVee was coherent quite a while before I was. We passed around ganja and continued to feel the vibe for a while until we went to bed around 2:30 or so, just over 5 hours since we took the Psilocin.
The New Religion
There are only two pillars to the new religion, and I encourage everyone to seek out their own inspiration.
1. Be Intense(ly) -- In the Moment"
Living any other way is just an illusion, a distraction, and a sacrifice.
2. Take DMT/Psilocin/4acoDMT + Ketamine whenever you forget!
That's it. May love and light find you all.
