BenzosBudOrBooty
Bluelighter
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- Jun 21, 2010
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When I took lsd, since the start, it has put holes in my ego, made me less shallow, less materialistic, non conforming in some ways. But in other ways I've conformed by giving me a better understanding of how society works.
But my friend is a very shallow egotistical person. He recently took 2 tabs of acid and claimed he tripped SO hard that he doubts most people could handle the amount he took. Well a couple days after his trip he finally unveiled his "revelations " to me. To name the main ones...they all had to do with how...he "realized" money is more important than he originally thought...and this kid has a big time money addiction to start. He realized stuff like "money buys sex". And how that's the ultimate goal. To get money so he could get laid... this kids never had sex and he's 25. He called himself a loser because he has no job other than the money he makes from gambling. He said that was a scary thought. And how he has to clean up his act so he could accumulate more money. Now I don't think money is bad to have but to have thoughts like I need to work on money making rather than work on the rest of myself...is very un-acid like. He's also been a douche big time and even more narcissistic than usual since taking acid. And yes I believe he's not faking taking acid. It's an online friend btw. This guy is real sick. I've known this. And I'm not the one who recommended acid to him. And I doubt he sees my contentment in simple things and says "I wanna be like that" and decide to copy me and take acid. He took it once before he knew me and decided to wait till he's 25 to take it more consistently. That's his story. But man this kid has the opposite effect on his ego that lsd usually does.
Tldr. Friend took acid. Became more shallow and egotistical than ever before. Proved to me not everyone takes acid and becomes more enlightened right away... and I wonder if he'll ever reap the benefits of the drug for what it has done for me in any way...
But my friend is a very shallow egotistical person. He recently took 2 tabs of acid and claimed he tripped SO hard that he doubts most people could handle the amount he took. Well a couple days after his trip he finally unveiled his "revelations " to me. To name the main ones...they all had to do with how...he "realized" money is more important than he originally thought...and this kid has a big time money addiction to start. He realized stuff like "money buys sex". And how that's the ultimate goal. To get money so he could get laid... this kids never had sex and he's 25. He called himself a loser because he has no job other than the money he makes from gambling. He said that was a scary thought. And how he has to clean up his act so he could accumulate more money. Now I don't think money is bad to have but to have thoughts like I need to work on money making rather than work on the rest of myself...is very un-acid like. He's also been a douche big time and even more narcissistic than usual since taking acid. And yes I believe he's not faking taking acid. It's an online friend btw. This guy is real sick. I've known this. And I'm not the one who recommended acid to him. And I doubt he sees my contentment in simple things and says "I wanna be like that" and decide to copy me and take acid. He took it once before he knew me and decided to wait till he's 25 to take it more consistently. That's his story. But man this kid has the opposite effect on his ego that lsd usually does.
Tldr. Friend took acid. Became more shallow and egotistical than ever before. Proved to me not everyone takes acid and becomes more enlightened right away... and I wonder if he'll ever reap the benefits of the drug for what it has done for me in any way...