Been&Done
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Nov 12, 2010
- Messages
- 235
Hey everyone....Im back! I see this has been a quite place lately.
@Cam520: Good job, Getting on Bupes is the real 1st step to recovery; after having decided that this is what you really want of course.
Good luck man, and listen to the above post about not being on it for long. You will be the decider and not your Dr.
As for myself, after 10 years of snorting H, i can proudly say that i've been clean for 1 year and 3 weeks now. I have been on Subutex
since then and recently lowered my dose to 0.2 mg. I'm not refilling anymore, and i think 1 full year of medication is enough. After all,
i didn't beat my H addiction to exchange it with a new one. I still get those crazy ass dreams where i'm meeting my ex-dealer and scoring,
and never able to do a single line before waking up. I read a lot about those lucid dreams, but it's funny that after 1 full year, my subconscious
mind i still affected.
Health wise, i'm very grateful about who i am today. Eating, sleeping, jogging and slowly coming back to life. I was a clear case of a junctional funkie,
so for most of these years i almost always had money and was scoring everyday for the last 8 years. EVERY SINGLE DAY! Aouchhh, thinking about
it now.
I will definitely come back here more often because i miss BL as a whole and this thread in particular. I hope we keep it up and running one more time.
I also hope Captain H is doing good a well as Cane and the moderators of this great place. I'll be back and i wish you all good luck.
@Cam520: Good job, Getting on Bupes is the real 1st step to recovery; after having decided that this is what you really want of course.
Good luck man, and listen to the above post about not being on it for long. You will be the decider and not your Dr.
As for myself, after 10 years of snorting H, i can proudly say that i've been clean for 1 year and 3 weeks now. I have been on Subutex
since then and recently lowered my dose to 0.2 mg. I'm not refilling anymore, and i think 1 full year of medication is enough. After all,
i didn't beat my H addiction to exchange it with a new one. I still get those crazy ass dreams where i'm meeting my ex-dealer and scoring,
and never able to do a single line before waking up. I read a lot about those lucid dreams, but it's funny that after 1 full year, my subconscious
mind i still affected.
Health wise, i'm very grateful about who i am today. Eating, sleeping, jogging and slowly coming back to life. I was a clear case of a junctional funkie,
so for most of these years i almost always had money and was scoring everyday for the last 8 years. EVERY SINGLE DAY! Aouchhh, thinking about
it now.
I will definitely come back here more often because i miss BL as a whole and this thread in particular. I hope we keep it up and running one more time.
I also hope Captain H is doing good a well as Cane and the moderators of this great place. I'll be back and i wish you all good luck.