No im fucked, i got high 10 mins ago.. Should i miss a appontment or give a hot urine, Im a drug addict, a heroin addict dope sick taking vikes to ease the wds, I been to 7 rehabs. My PO is a bitch she hates me, only gave 1 hot urine in 4 years but been to 7 rehabs. im thinking about missing till next monday and calling her and asking was my probation this monday or last monday.. im suicidal idk what to do i dont want to go to jail