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Heroin Pretty sure its medetomidine (story time)

Perconator

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So this started Friday worst couple days of my life and just need to get this off my chest, you guys can call me stupid or whatever, so I went up to grab my bag in the city. My girl thought it was the same stuff so she did like a .2 .3, maybe .5 and I smoked mine on a foil but I stopped as soon as it turned red. I looked at her and she was already ko'd, od'ing.. I was trying to get her to the passenger seat so I could drive us to the hospital an she was so out of it, studder breathing and death rattle, the scariest of my life, so I drove to the hospital and they didn't do anything dude, they just had me watch her breathing. She finally came out of it, i passed out flat out and hit the concrete in the hospital, lucky no one saw, and we got back in the car and fell asleep in a city we're not from 2hrs away from home in the hospital parking lot. And I almost lost her... it didnt get any better after this. The next morning I tried to do more cause i was withdrawling an thought id help, and was trying to drive home, hit a car because I couldn't see anything because it was tranq, got out of the car to make sure the other guy was okay, and woke up on the highway staring up at the sky with rain falling on my face and ears humming so hard i thought they were doing construction.. I passed out and didn't even know it.. the cops got called, I dont know how but they let me go and continue to drive. Then went to a parking lot too try and sleep off what I did. Woke up to cops knocking on my window for a 2nd time, because we were passed out in the parking lot. Again they let us go. I had to call one of my bestfriends to come pick me up 2hrs away cause I couldn't drive anymore an was stuck in this stupid city and was withdrawing and obviously I got just straight rhino tranq I believe. But my buddy drove us home and my car. Got home, ate sh*t in the driveway, and she fell into the fkin door twice. I dont know how we survived but please please be careful you guys. Dude this was the worst days of my life, it feel like a nightmare. Again I just wanted to get this off my chest...
 
I'm not saying this to try to be pedantic and scold-y or whatever, but even if you're looking for fentanyl or nitazenes, you're virtually just out of luck when it comes to buying things on the street. You sound significantly addicted to have been putting others around you in this much danger to try to get a fix, I mean, what if your car accident killed a child or left somebody with irreparable brain damage. Have you considered at least trying to taper down to 7-OH, or getting into a Suboxone/methadone clinic?
 
I'm not saying this to try to be pedantic and scold-y or whatever, but even if you're looking for fentanyl or nitazenes, you're virtually just out of luck when it comes to buying things on the street. You sound significantly addicted to have been putting others around you in this much danger to try to get a fix, I mean, what if your car accident killed a child or left somebody with irreparable brain damage. Have you considered at least trying to taper down to 7-OH, or getting into a Suboxone/methadone clinic?
I understand and appreciate it, you dont sound scoldy at all. Honestly im scared of what happened and it put me away from all of it. And I wasn't trying to put anyone in danger, I was just trying to get home and delusional. Im not from a big city, and honestly being stuck there scared the sh*t out of me. And I just wanted to share what happened, not the thrill of my life story story. But I have to be careful now and want others to know how that messes with you. Cause honesty it's unrecorded.
 
I'm not saying this to try to be pedantic and scold-y or whatever, but even if you're looking for fentanyl or nitazenes, you're virtually just out of luck when it comes to buying things on the street. You sound significantly addicted to have been putting others around you in this much danger to try to get a fix, I mean, what if your car accident killed a child or left somebody with irreparable brain damage. Have you considered at least trying to taper down to 7-OH, or getting into a Suboxone/methadone clinic?
Honestly I wish I knew a better way to do, you know. And what's 7-OH? I cant take subs it messes with me too bad. I have weird reactions to it.
 
Honestly I wish I knew a better way to do, you know. And what's 7-OH? I cant take subs it messes with me too bad. I have weird reactions to it.
Reading your story tells me you need to take a break. Anything you get on the street is going to be adulterated you will never get what you think your getting, just look at the drug testing website and look up your city and you will see real proof of what im saying. This isnt a joke life is real YOU ARE PUTTING YOURSELF AT RISK OF DEATH AND OTHER INNOCENT PPL AROUND YOU, WAKE UP! You could of killed a car full of kids on your 2 hr drive to get dope, You will be sitting in prison tranqd out and not even know what you did but guess what you just got life in prison and you still wont get it!
It sounds like you got straight Ketamine or tranq. You need to reaccess your life choices is 1 stupid hit worth your life or others???
 
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