I, too, have had chronic pain in the past. Since both lumbar surgeries, 2014 & 2017, I only have intermittent inflammations but when I have one, it is god damn painful! I chose to quit taking the hard stuff in 2007. I found a Dr to prescribe Subutex for me to taper. I finished tapering in 1.5 years. Then in 2014, after months of powerful pain meds, I switched and tapered with Sub again in 1.5 years. Same thing in 2017. The doctors eyes always got wide and with an expression of amazement every time I told him I didn’t need it anymore. I think it’s been approved for pain mitigation since 2017, but not certain. Apparently, LOTS of folks never try to taper off. Of course with your ongoing chronic pain, you’ll likely be taking it from now on. All I know is that Sub constipates the hell out of me. I never took the amount you take, so with 8mg per day, then tapering, and still having god awful constipation, I hope it doesn’t do that to you. It used to feel like I was trying to push a dinner plate out.
Can I ask what is causing your chronic pain?
I’ll be 51 in Jan. What is your age around, if you don’t mind me asking?
Sure.
I was hit from behind on the freeway by a huge truck going 80 mph. While I was at a full stop, last In line for a traffic jam.
The guy in the truck came over the hill to find everyone stopped and tried to slam on his brakes but rammed into me.
I thought I was dead for sure, even had my life reviewed at high speed in front of my eyes.
I thought that truck would pick up my little Ford Mustang and throw it forward...killing others.
So, I locked my legs up, one on the break, and one on the clutch.
It was a crushing blow and threw me hard against my dashboard and back into my chair, hitting my head so hard that I had complete amnesia for awhile.
Traumatic brain injury shows up on MRI, as well as my tailbone got broken off and lodged on my sciatic nerve.
Doctors told me I would have been better off if I had broken my back and my neck.
Told me to go to pain management.
Easier said than done. You cannot just call up and make an appointment for pain management.
That caused me to take Tylenol like crazy. I couldn’t keep track of time and kept taking them.
I thought hours had passed when it had only been 15 minutes really.
I overdosed myself on Tylenol accidentally and had liver failure!
I barely survived that and got to a doctor who put me on MS Contin. I refused the opiates for “break through” pain.
I have tried to get by with the very least amount of opioids that I could.
I remember how strange it was to just be able to eat, sleep, not have massive migraine headaches all the time and think straight was like.
I did good for all the years taking the MS Contin (15-16 years)
Now, I got cut off MS Contin and put on Subutex and I am a sweaty, non functioning mess.
I haven’t slept through the night once since the change.
I am requiring 16-24 mg Subutex every 8 hours.
I am not sure if this is a good change or not,
Apparently, this Subutex (Suboxone) is like 15 times stronger than morphine.
I do feel less lower back pain and left leg pain.
That might be due to just a change In Opioid medications.
I have heard many pain patients say to rotate between opiate medications for best relief.
No doctor would do that though.
Now, All I can get is Suboxone/ Subutex, due to doctors cutting patients off.
Even when chronic pain is established and can be seen in tests.
This May drive me to suicide.
Quite frankly.
I need to be able to eat, sleep, not be screaming- moaning in pain all the time, functional on some level.
I am currently sweating out pounds of fluid all day long.
Otherwise, my life is just hell.
PS- yeah, it is constipating, so was MS Contin. It is about the same. I can control that with stool softeners.
But yes...it is no fun.
Better than nit being able to eat at all though.
PS: about the same age as you 52 here.