DalaiMama215
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23 years old female, pregnant and abusing Oxycodone
For the last couple of years I have dabbled with oxycodone nothing really serious have been times I didn't take it 4months straight....only a couple times on weekends and I can say my habit picked up about 8 months ago basically my whole pregnancy where I have consistently took 1 30 mg oxycodone every night non stop..my tolerance increased in December and I quickly went from doing just one to 2-3 30 mgs
My Bf is heavily addicted to oxycodone he snorts it and suffer from withdrawal symptoms soon as he wakes but I literally wake up completely fine and the only time I use (I swallow them) would be at night and even then I don't start to withdrawal I literally don't need them but I love the high more so....anyways I figured I would probably be physically dependent by now and I decided to stop for a couple days just to see how bad the withdrawals would be and nothing....
I don't know if that's normal or not but I don't withdrawal...my BF checked my pupils not dilated at all...i probably felt maybe a little bit of chills for about an hour but nothing I couldnt handle....i literally felt fine...i have used non stop everyday for months why is it that I don't withdrawal....my boyfriend is in amazement and said I need to be researched...
I can say it's way more a mental addiction then a physical one...my baby's is perfectly healthy and measured to be at the perfect weight for her gestational age and has a great heartbeat ETC but I I have to kick this habit not only for her but myself and seeing that I don't withdrawal I can honestly say I can go cold turkey without medical supervision....I do not want CPS to take my child for my own selfish habit
The only drugs I have tried were weed and Oxycodone and I kicked the weed habit 60 days ago and that was easy because I never really favored weed.
I have 8 weeks left to get this right but I have a couple questions...
How long does it take for opiates to be out of your system?
What can I use for anxiety?
This is my Day 1 of being officially clean..going cold turkey! Never turning back after this I will have my baby and my future to look too...I don't need these pills in my life anymore
For the last couple of years I have dabbled with oxycodone nothing really serious have been times I didn't take it 4months straight....only a couple times on weekends and I can say my habit picked up about 8 months ago basically my whole pregnancy where I have consistently took 1 30 mg oxycodone every night non stop..my tolerance increased in December and I quickly went from doing just one to 2-3 30 mgs
My Bf is heavily addicted to oxycodone he snorts it and suffer from withdrawal symptoms soon as he wakes but I literally wake up completely fine and the only time I use (I swallow them) would be at night and even then I don't start to withdrawal I literally don't need them but I love the high more so....anyways I figured I would probably be physically dependent by now and I decided to stop for a couple days just to see how bad the withdrawals would be and nothing....
I don't know if that's normal or not but I don't withdrawal...my BF checked my pupils not dilated at all...i probably felt maybe a little bit of chills for about an hour but nothing I couldnt handle....i literally felt fine...i have used non stop everyday for months why is it that I don't withdrawal....my boyfriend is in amazement and said I need to be researched...
I can say it's way more a mental addiction then a physical one...my baby's is perfectly healthy and measured to be at the perfect weight for her gestational age and has a great heartbeat ETC but I I have to kick this habit not only for her but myself and seeing that I don't withdrawal I can honestly say I can go cold turkey without medical supervision....I do not want CPS to take my child for my own selfish habit
The only drugs I have tried were weed and Oxycodone and I kicked the weed habit 60 days ago and that was easy because I never really favored weed.
I have 8 weeks left to get this right but I have a couple questions...
How long does it take for opiates to be out of your system?
What can I use for anxiety?
This is my Day 1 of being officially clean..going cold turkey! Never turning back after this I will have my baby and my future to look too...I don't need these pills in my life anymore
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