Without being cliched I think a lot depends on your previous drug journey. I’ve spent decades abusing drugs. I had a dreadful alcohol era. More recently it’s been diazepam. Not sure where you live but here you can access your medical records and was horrified to see I was first prescribed Diazepam in 2004. It’s always been easy for me to get hold of some and the last couple of years I was taking them like candies and very often topping them up with Dihydrolocodiene, co-codamol, Solphadiene etc
Both my parents have passed a lot of my family are in someway involved in the military ( submarines, airforce, Medical Corps , police ) one of my family friends was in the Special Forces, the Special Boat Service, same as Navy Seals. He was a battle surgeon, moved onto to working at a Naval Hospital, also studied psychology especially PTSD . We are close and he knows all my lurid history.
He is convinced I have PTSD after my detox/ rehab it was horrific. Firstly my detox took 4 weeks far too fast and I was convinced I was going mad it was even physically debilitating.
My brain chemistry has been permanently altered.
I’m sure your journey has been bad and your brain chemistry will be different so you will react to different meds.
Again I’ve been lucky and have had super intensive brain scans which show areas of the brain that have been rerouted. Even more amazing in some cases with a lot of training you can reroute them back.It really is incredible.
Still learning but of course I can’t start working properly until I achieve some stability.
Sorry I went on a lot but despite the shit I’ve been through I am excited at the potential.