Infiniteloser
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Apr 5, 2018
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- 11
I have struggled with opiate addiction since age 12 starting with hydrocodone, then going to sniffing Roxy's at 14 and on to shooting them around 16. It was great but of course not as good as the grayish rock heroin that I began doing soon after. Needless to say things got out of hand and I ended up moving to dallas and getting clean for a few years with relapses here and there but the only thing I've found in dallas was tar, which I find nasty but is cheap and gets the job done. Anyway, I'm now 23 and have a family but last year I went on a 4 month run speedballing very pure coke and tar iv. So I ended up getting on subs, was taking zubsolve but my insurance stopped covering them thankfully so it was the perfect excuse to ask for subutex which I now get. I get 1 8mg and 1 2mg a day they are the actives Elisabeths from Walgreens and I've been iving them 90% of the time and plugging the other 10% but recently something wierd happened I got my hand on like 10 4mg dilaudeds and idk maybe 1.5 of tar. Which I remember dillys used to be a fav I would mix them with Roxy's and blast off but this time I started my day by doing no sub and instead shot about a gram of tar through out the day and the next day I did the other .5, on day 3 i began the dillys but it was so much shittier than i remembered I did all 11 in about 5 hours but it seems after all that money gone i almost prefer my subs, is that just normal now? I know it's a drawn out post but fuck it just figured I'd put my experience out there this is my first post.