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GileS

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Hi,
Just wondering if anyone else gets really bad anxiety/nervous on the way to raves that your gonna be rolling at?? if so how do you deal with it coz it kinda makes me feel sick and is a slow start to the night :\ or am i the only one :s
usually feel much better as im startin to come up but before that its the only thing on my mind :\
thanks in advance
GileS
 
if i know im going to get rolls or am taking them that night. ill have anxiety all day untill i get my rolls. ill feel better once there in my hand but untill that point my chest will be tight all day and ill have a uneasy feeling with some throwing up. once i have them and i know i will be rolling ill get anxiety again and ill have to throw up a few times right befor i consume my roll.

i tired smoking weed but that didnt really help made me more anxious. the only thing i really found to work was telling my self to calm down because your going to get to roll soon, that normally helps a little but i found drinking a beer or 2 to work the best. i would think a Benzo would be perfect for this but i never had any when i experience this.

once i pop a roll all my anxiety disappears and im back to normal for a little while then next thing i kno im coming up and happy happy happy
 
haha yea but iv never been sick from it luckily :s yea weed never dose me any good befor or after really, also dont really wanna go for benzos if possible :\ my bro got hooked on them and had a panik attack so iv always been a little apprehensive about it. but still im glad im not the only 1 that gets it :)
 
oh also for me i notice if i do pre-roll activitys like get my ipod all ready and start packing all my goodies imma use through the night it helps me calm down too. even brainstorming new things to try while rolling. give that a try
 
Yea, I get butterflies (or "jitters") before each roll.
I'd say it's a fairly common thing, I mean you know (assume) that you're going to roll your balls off.
 
I get super jittery. I guess you can call it anxiety, but it isn't really a negative thing. I'm feeling it all the way until my come up until I explode with pleasure at the peak lol. It's the anticipation for what's to come.
I'm going to be flying out to see my friend Monday. We're going to roll that night so I know the plane ride is going to be hell haha. I'm just going to sit back with my iPod, listen to techno, and pray the evening comes quickly. Then again, I also hope the evening doesn't come too quick because before I know it, the night will be over and done.

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haha nice 1 man :) i guess a couple beers and somthing to keep your mind off of it then :\
 
I am super anxious right now as well, I always feel like "this" all day when I know that I am going to roll, just hang in there until you pop :) im popping in about 20 minutes :D
 
happens with me all the time, its kind part of fun, but u can take benzo 5mg(valium), but it will affect the roll. or yea - 1 beer or 2 max
 
Hmm i don't really get like the op but sometimes it take me 30 min to even take the pill lol, because i mix it in water and down it, i had a horrible experience when i try to swallow the pill whole with water and it got stuck in my gums and i almost threw up x.x
 
Aside the the pre role nervous excitement after droping a pill I would get jittery anxiety before and uncomfortable while coming on. But then when things are looking like they won't be fun I would get a whoosh and hit the plateau as dramatically as if a switch was thrown and sudenling that anxiety is dramtaically replaced by a beautiful plateau were everything is wonderful for several hours and replaced with the opposite- an anxiolytic effect- and everything is perfect in the world . I know thats not what your asking about but a couple bong loads would put me in the mood for a roll pre roll. Maybe 1-2 beers (too much u fuck up the roll). 0.25 xanax ( or 0.5-1 mg xanax if you have a tolerance might help a little if the anxiety is trully distressful. But someone stated, careful with the benzos cause they could take away from it.
 
nice 1 mate thanks for the help! some decent advice here. #
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GileS
 
I get HORRIBLE anxiety before I roll. The gay thing is if I wake up in the morning and know that I'm going to roll later on that night, I get anxiety all day. I feel sick, nauseous, I get harsh diarrhea, it's horrible. But it all goes away once the MDMA hits me ;)
 
Haha I always get it! Seriously, how many times do you have to "do drugs" before you don't get anxious about it.

Best thing I've found to do is keep your mind occupied with other things. I remember, on our way to a house party one time my friends and I were all SUPER anxious. Then we started talking about some drama-tastic things about another friend that got us all fired up and before we knew it, we had all forgotten about our anxiety.

Other than that, my husband swears by a little bit of weed and I don't mind a drink or two at least for the come up.
 
i get nothing like this, mostly i get an impatient yet excited feeling, but nothing really negative, no anxiety, no panic attacks etc, to me this sounds like you shouldn't be doing mdma if its making you ill before hand.
 
I used 2 get anxious because i threw up my first few rolls on the come up...i just started blazin it tho...it completely calmed me down and allowed my mind 2 go blank(so 2 speak)...it doesnt work for some ppl but it works wonders for me and all my friends...opefully that helps
 
It happens to me all the fucking time!! I get so nervous and just looking forward to it makes me a mess. I'm so jumpy and anxious. I've learned to deal with tho. I'm normally an anxious nervous person either way.
 
GileS said:
Hi,
Just wondering if anyone else gets really bad anxiety/nervous on the way to raves that your gonna be rolling at?? if so how do you deal with it coz it kinda makes me feel sick and is a slow start to the night :\ or am i the only one :s
usually feel much better as im startin to come up but before that its the only thing on my mind :\
thanks in advance
GileS
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i have been feeling this too lately with whats coming nexty weekend. before last year i had not consumed a pill in two years and didnt plan it at the coming event last year. spur of the moment i didnt and the pills were clean sparking a new found love for mdma. knowing im goingto roll gives me butterflys and poops, i guess anxiety. reading about the cow palace made it worse, and that happening to me but in the back of me head i know im smarter and safer and more educated than those users im assuming. still freaks me out tho.
 
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