Furnace
Ex-Bluelighter
I get that feeling,
when you're mad at me.
You tell me that I'm going to fail,
and that I'm worthless.
You think of me as
a cheat,
a liar,
and a scam artist.
Then, after the verbal berating,
you tell me that you're willing to give me
all those things that I've asked for.
One minute, you curse my existence,
the next, you're offering me trips and money.
I feel powerless from your love,
and I submit all control.
Only cryptic messages that
try to reach out to someone
is all I can must.
Someone
who's capable
of not being there
for me.
when you're mad at me.
You tell me that I'm going to fail,
and that I'm worthless.
You think of me as
a cheat,
a liar,
and a scam artist.
Then, after the verbal berating,
you tell me that you're willing to give me
all those things that I've asked for.
One minute, you curse my existence,
the next, you're offering me trips and money.
I feel powerless from your love,
and I submit all control.
Only cryptic messages that
try to reach out to someone
is all I can must.
Someone
who's capable
of not being there
for me.
